Interests & Hobbies
Meaning of Life:
Who really has the last word on this? Really, as long as we're alive we're incomplete. In the moment of death and judgment maybe there's some overall meaning; This whole thing is probably so fucked up that we remain meaningless even unto the end. And as for the monsters out there who strike fear into the hearts of not only little old ladies, it's probably worse. A true hell for those who don't give a damn about humanity and have no respect in their hearts.
Five Things I Can't Live Without:
Musing, Working, Family, Friends, Health.
What I Like To Do For Fun:
Oh boy, I'm dull. My fun is philosophy, relaxing, chatting, learning things, finding humor in life.
I love modern poetry and music, but there's much from before that is beautiful
An old family album
Craziest Thing I've Ever Done:
What is crazy? Is it what is detrimental to yourself? or is it what is unexpected of you from others? or is it what we ourselves consider crazy? In honesty, I have to say the last definition (what I consider crazy) has only happened in those rare moments when I lost control (and I'm not proud of that). As for the fun 'crazy' of being off the wall, i did a lot of silly little things for fun, but not sure which one to list.
If I Could Be Anywhere Right Now:
I don't know. That's the difficult thing. What is best for me? I want to be somewhere that is perfect for me at the moment. I dream on nice things, but I guess where I am right now is where I'm supposed to be. Hope it doesn't sound like I'm evading the question.
Anti-depressant. Would love to be a jazz conductor
Less is more.
This is good. My heart is ablaze, and tears well.
To be with someone I admire and to enjoy their joy in life. Hard to put words to it. But all of us are children at heart, and it's nice to be with someone who makes us aware of it.
I like kindness and people who try to do their best in life. I'm not turned off by negative stuff. That's real too. But I really like a balanced view, and people who are questioning, and not quick to answer. But, in the end, I'm accepting. All people deserve respect.
Best Reason to Get to Know Me:
Not as an answer to this question, but I want to take this space to give time to the awesome people I've chatted with here, For every 10 people I don't relate to there's one who is a true gem. Sometimes i'm a bit down and don't feel like talking much, but there's some very cool people I feel lucky to have talked with here. And you guys know who you are.