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Wanting to be someone else , is a waste of the person you are...
Nothing is more beautiful than a confident girl who doesn't pretend to be something she's not ... a girl who is down to earth and lets no guy define who she is ...
*** SOMETIMES i pretend to be NORMAL , but it gets boring ..so i go back to BEING ME.
***I am the girl who has a smile on her face when everythings going wrong, but i am the girl that can be in a crowded room and feel so alone!!!i am the girl who tells herself everything will be alright , but i am that girl who cries herself to sleep. i am the girl who loves so many people , yet trust only a few!!!i am that girl who seems like the happiest girl in the world,but all she does is worry !!! I judge people easilly from my first impression ..and usualy the first impression last until you prove me I was wrong about it ...
Id rather wait forever for my perfect guy than settle for anybody. I'm unpredictable and spontaneous ..I try to be forgiving , I love being unique ...Sometimes im really confident ...other times I feel so insecure .. My friends mean everything to Me , but sometimes i just want to be Alone .
I won't kiss your ass for your tokens or attention, but you'll enjoy getting to know a REAL GIRL once you earn my respect.
Material possesions don't impress meyou can make anything look good on the outside but it means nothing if the inside is uglyI am very giving, I would give my last dollar or the shoes on my feet to someone who needs it more than meHelping others and making others happy makes me happyFor one reason or another I have always chosen to take the difficult road instead of the simple one , but I like life so much better this way I have made many mistakes in my past, but have lessons learned from them all, I have come a long way in my life and I will never stop reaching for more.
I have moments when I really envy people who can fit so easily without even trying .
I have a huge dose of ambition and I am the definition of Stubborn , but I am Loyal , sincere and very caring .
I always try to see the best of you .. even if you annoy me .I'll always be here to listen your problems , making myself useful. I hate when people make me feel guilty to get their way.. don't try to do that , its not gonna work with me . This is Me ...Respect me , Love me , appreciate me for who I really Am. don't try to change me ...
***First of all let me thank you for being here and reading a bit more about me this might take some time , so you better get confortable and get yourself a coffee.
***As you probably noticed I am not quite the type of girl you thought you may found in MFC .. My Life started 25 years ago in a big city from East Europe into a neighbourhood not so friendly Looking back in time , my life was never easy ...I have been through a lot, yet I regret nothing. I have good days and bad days, but I keep on smiling.My childhood was a very hard period of my life , with my parents broking up when I was 2 years old ...since then life was a continuous batle for me ..I had to do everything by myself , to make a living and to give myself the chance for a beter life.. for a normal life. ***I remember walking on the street going to school , and looking around me and I knew there was more to the life and world around me than what my eyes could see. I felt stuck, like there were so many unknown and infinite opportunities that I was not chasing.
***I told myself I will not fall in the trap of ignorance . Of not being able to recognize freedom. Life is too short to be bitter. I will live with a free spirit, a free soul and have 'unrealistic' goals. I followed my instincts and I started to read more about anything the thirst for knowledge was so powerful that I started to seek for my own answers in many plans.. ***I was driven to understand and to learn about the world around me. And most importantly, I was driven to give myself a better chance . I had moments when I was just about to quit everything but yet , here I am chasing my goal , the goal of creating myself as human being.
***I began studying Finance in University In Bucharest. I loved economy because it was giving me the ilusion of something challenging , a field where the exact science get twisted with the freedom of innovation.. . I wanted to learn more , so I continued my college studies with an MBA..just because I want to know more and I want to open myself new doors, new opportunities ... ***I want to create something in the near future. I want to express myself and to put all my knoweleges to work for myself.. and create a life that is meaningful to me.My endless thirst of knowledge and my goals for a better life lead me to MFC.. ***Holding a full-time job , was not enough for me to pay for rent, and the loans I have taken out for school taxes.. running into financial issues was somehow expected , but without these small tests and without ups and downs, life would be like a smooth paved , straight , flat road to nowhere. ***Nothing in life is conveniently laid out for you like that. Sometimes following your heart is a die hard battle. In Life , nothing worth having comes easy.
***As about me , All of You have probably noticed I am not an ordinary model..i am a well behaved woman ,i do not show my 'private parts' in Public Chat Room ... ***The way i choose to run my room here is totally my choice , you can accept that, or you should click next...A woman doesn't have to take her clothes off to be sexy, charming ,enchanting , to enjoy having her around You... ***As great as it could be , I want to make sure I stay true to myself, and who I am. The beauty of woman , is woman herself .. not just her out beauty...
***Everything has beauty , but not everyone seens it...Try to see a woman for who she is as individual.. We are all Unique.. ***People who want to share time with me like me for who I am, not the person they wish I was. ***I'm still in search of myself and I sometimes feel like I'm looking in all the wrong places. I have high expectations of myself and of life. ***Often there are people who come into my room asking me why I am in MFC if im not getting naked in public shows?.. Simple, because it is not Me, because I don't want to. I decided I could be a part of this following my own way because I can not come all this way and work so hard to allow a little bump in the road make me lose grip of who I am. ***YES I understand what the MFC community is.. But I belive I can do this a little bit different and maybe unique I am sure there are persons here who can appreciate me , and I know there will be people who gonna hate me for this.. Appreciate the different , appreciate the genuine.. ***I find it very pleasing to talk to people , to find new topics to discuss , Im fascinated about all kind of tabu topics
Perhaps sex will not be something to come quickly in my room , but that doesnt mean that I'm against it... ***I just want to be taken for who I am , surely not perfect , but this is Me ..respect me as you want to be respected , treat me the way you want to be treated.. do not have high expectations and you wont get dissapointed ..
***Because I dont get naked in Public , my room is not as popular as others ,wich is good , I preffer 10 quality people around me to get to know eachother , instead 1000 usual mfc wankers. It makes girls like me quite vulnerable here , because its hard to make a living this way , but im sure the support and appreciation will come natural as a sign of respect .
***I never imagined myself working on a site like this , because I thought people would judge me as not fitting the job.. but in times i have come to understand that , if I cannot accept myself the way I am , how can I ask others to accept me ?... ***No price is too high to pay for the privilege of owning yourself. When you become and act the same as anyone else you lose your uniqueness and appeal, so you lose the property of owning your own fate...I realised soon that it has become the very reason that makes me different ....simply because I am a classy girl and not considered a norm on MFC. ***I do not possess some special power or some special sexual skill.. Perhaps if I was a good actress or I has some kind of sexual skills I would have chosen to use them in my attempt of making a living..
***I have an actual heart, and a mind with constant running thoughts..
***I am ME..
***That being said, I'm in no rush to grow up; I'm still very much a little girl inside and I love that. I am probably one of the nicest girls you'll ever meet but push me in the wrong direction and I could be the biggest bitch. Many people have come and gone in my life, but only a few have left a lasting impression... ***I bet you anything I can make you smile when you're sad. I am here to share everything that I am and all of what's me, nothing less. I hold value in staying true and at the end of the day, it's you who decides whether the girl behind these thoughts is worthy or not.
***I'm not afraid to speak my mind; in fact I do that quite often. I am easily entertained, and even more easily amused. I believe in every human being as an individual.
***My name is Bianca, although I am mostly known as Kate
***WELCOME to my room! I hope we will share some great times here! Feel free to be YOU. Respect me and I will respect you. Treat me well and I am confident that I will make you happy.
***Honestly i do not cosider myself a model...I'm just a normal girl.... I prefer to chat in public and use PM only for really personal things ..
***The KateJenkins Club (room) is unique and is not for just Anyone... Only Quality Characters keep coming back to my room. My friends are friends with each other as well as with me. *** I ask you to respect everyone in my room and try to keep a decent level of humour and intelligence in our chats. We respect everyone and I hope we can find more and more quality people every day to join us and to support the room any way they can.
***You can easily click Next to find thousands of girls willing to bend over for your tokens, so hopefully you can respect me enough to be kind and supportive in my decision to be here as a real woman, as myself. ***If you aren't here just to be pleased by girls ; if you see a woman as your equal, not merely as a tool for your selfish entertainment,if you are an opened mind and leave outside of my room all the misconceptions about models and cam girls, then you are welcome to join us!
***Thank you very much for taking your time to read about me.. For your interest in me, and for your patience and respect. It is not easy for me to be on a site like MFC , and its even harder when you do this job a little bit against the river curent.. and for that I do not ask you to like me and I totally understand if you have different beliefs or views about this job... ***I am not here to please everyones needs and to belive that I can be liked by everyone is unrealistic.But I will never understand the hateful people who is trying to put me down for not being who they want me to be. ***I have no control over who comes in my room , who decide to get to know a little more about me or who decide to become a hatter but I do hope there will be people who are going to respect me as their equal , to appreciate me for being me , and to support me in this amazing journey called Life wich at this point has led me here in MFC.
***I only accept PM's from friends, and I only become friends with my most dedicated, comfortable, and kind individuals. . Earn my trust, and I hold nothing back.If you're on this list, then that means you're special, and have shown me unfaltering kindness and consideration, you have shown me endless respect and appreciation.
***To become a friend is a bit more complicated , it takes time , courage , patience and williness ..And that is just for the begining , because you do have to find yourself in my room , you have to share some very heathy values such as honesty, integrity, respect, honor ,friendship,kindness,manners,optimism and most of all , you have to belive in yourself as a masterpiece of your own life.
***The secret of this room , and what hold us together beside the values and the principles we shared , is 'The Law of Atraction'.
***'Law of Attraction' principle posits that feelings and thoughts can attract events, from the workings of the cosmos to interactions among individuals in their physical, emotional, and professional affairs..I belief that 'like attracts like', that positive and negative thinking bring about positive and negative physical results ...if you make good to people,that good will come back to you in different forms...because everything has an energy and energy is forever moving into form through form and back into form...
***I want to Thank You for your time , for reading those couple words 'About Me' and im sure that i opened a curiosity feeling inside you... Once again thank you for sharing the most preciouse gift you could share with someone on Earth.. that is your 'TIME'... ***People here are used to say that everything has a price , and maybe they right...i keep use to say one thing ...you may buy everything you want , with money , but You CANNOT BUY MORE TIME FOR YOUR LIFE '...So THANK YOU for sharing a little preciouse piece of your lifetime with me .
***Right under those lines you can Vote, Rate or Admire me .THANK YOU
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****Life is not measured by how much money we make, how many things we own, how much we give away, or how often we pray...
it is measured by how many hearts we touch.
********Realize your worth, and never settle for less than you deserve !!!********
To all the wonderful women out there: be proud of who you are, be proud of your achievements, the successes you've reached, the struggles you've conquered, be proud on how far you've come in life despite all the nay-sayers, honor the talents in you, the kindness that you show to all who come to you, your love and compassion that makes the world a better place.
You make a difference, you are valuable, you are special, you are one-of-a-kind, there never was nor ever will be another one of you. You got your knowledge and wisdom through hard work and study, so never downgrade your intellect for any reason, or belittle yourself in order to put someone else on a pedestal. You deserve the best, you deserved to be honored, to be cherished, to be respected for all that you are, and all that you represent with yourself, and your life, so surround yourself only with those who see all that in you, and let go of anyone who sees only what they want to see.
Never allow yourself be an option in someone else's life, to be an option, a weekend plan, or a second choice, because being a priority is the only place that belongs to you, and you alone. Acknowledge and always remember your true worth, and NEVER let ANYONE treat you any less than that.
Because you are a woman you have an inherent dignity, you are valuable, you're worthy of fidelity, you are deserving of true love and respect, and the honor of being the only one in another's life, never forget that, and never settle for any less than that. ..
***Life is short, don't waste time worrying about what people think of you ..Hold on to the ones that care, in the end they will be the only ones there.
*** Paradox of Our Times***
Today, we have bigger houses and smaller families ;
More conveniences, but less time;
We have more degrees, but less common sense;
More knowledge , but less judgement.
We have more experts, but more problems; more medicine, but less wellness.
We spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast,
Get to angry too quickly, stay up too late, get up too tired
Read too little, watch TV too often, and pray too seldom.
We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values.
We talk too much, love too little and lie too often.
We've learned how to make a living, but not a life
We've added years to life, not life to years.
We have taller buildings, but shorter tempers;
Wider freeways , but narrower viewpoints.
We spend more, but have less; we buy more, but enjoy it less.
We've been all the way to the moon and back,
But have trouble crossing the street to meet the new neighbor.
We've conquered outer space, but not inner space.
We've split the atom, but not our prejudice;
We write more, but learn less; plan more, but accomplish less.
We've learned to rush, but not to wait;
We have higher incomes, but lower morals.
We build more computers to hold more information, to produce more copies,
but have less communication..
We are long on quantity, but short on quality.
These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion; tall men and short character;
Steep profits and shallow relationships.
More leisure and less fun ; More kinds of food, but less nutrition;
Two incomes, but more divorce ; Fancier houses, but broken homes.
***This is the paradox of our times today.***
That's why I propose, that as of today, you do not keep anything for a special occasion, because every day that you live is a special occasion.
Search for knowledge, read more, sit on your front porch and
admire the view without paying attention to your needs
Spend more time with your family and friends, eat your favorite foods,
and visit the places you love.
Life is a chain of moment of enjoyment, not only about survival.
Use your crystal goblets.
Do not save your best perfume, and use it every time you feel you want it.
Remove from your vocabulary phrases like 'one of these days' and 'someday'.
Let's write that letter we thought of writing 'one of these days'.
Let's tell our families and friends how much we love them.
Do not delay anything that adds laughter and joy to your life.
Every day, every hour, and every minute is special.
And you don't know if it will be your last.
****Learn from the past, set vivid, detailed goals for the future, and live in the only moment of time over which you have any control: NOW.
******Everything happens for a reason ******
*** Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there
They Serve some short of purpose , teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are or who you want to become.. You never know who these people might be ..your roommate, your neighbor , professor , long lost friend , your lover , Or even a complete stranger who , when you lock eyes with them , you know that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way. And sometimes , things happen to you and at the end of the time they seem horrible , painful and unfair But in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles you would never have realized your potential , strength , will power of heart. *** Everything happens for a reason .. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good or bad luck. Illness , injury , love, lost moments or true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of the soul. Without these small tests , if they be events , illnesses or relationships , life would be like a smooth paved , straight , flat road to nowhere. Safe and comfortable but dull and utterly pointless. ***The people you meet who affect your life and your successes and downfalls you experience ,they are the ones who create who you are . ***Even the bad experience can be learned from Those lessons are the hardest and probably the most important ones
***If someone hurts you , betrays you or breaks your heart forgive them for they have helped you to learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart.
***If someone loves you , love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you but because they are teaching you to love and opening your heart and eyes to things you would have never seen or felt without them ..
***Make every day count...Appreciate every moment and take from it everything that you can possibly can , for you may never be able to experience it again.
***Talk to people you have never talked before , and actually listen them , let yourself fall in love , break free and set your sights high
***You can make of your life anything you wish..Create your own life and then go out and live it.
***I wish you all the best in your endeavors as well as struggles in life..Have a fighting spirit and never hesitate to get back in the struggle!
Five Things I Can't Live Without:
***I have been thru a lot in my life ...Yet , i regret nothing...I saw all the faces of the life..the good ones and the bad ones.. i'm sure that I can live my life as long as i have my FAMILY near,my Friends , Love, Self-Confidence , Respect, Kindness ,Integrity and the man who will have my heart is right beside me ...i guess is a wonderfull feeling to wake up the morning and to see the face of The One you love...Having all those values , those thoughts ,gives me the power to solve all the challenges that life provides.
****10 GOLDEN RULES TO LEAD MY LIFE:****
**1** Be respectful, responsible and honest. Treat others the way you want others to treat you.
**2** Be kind, understanding and friendly.
**3** Avoid excesses; keep work-love-play in balance; compromise; live within your means.
**4** Learn from your mistakes, admit when you are ignorant, keep questioning.
**5** Be self-confident, optimistic and persevere against adversity.
**6** Show moral leadership, peacemaking, and independence.
**7** Plan ahead; show caution; don't be impulsive, reckless or promiscuous.
**8** Show forgiveness, trust, and gratitude.
**9** Be possitive ,cooperative, generous and humble.
**10** Everything you do in your life , do it WITH LOVE, From LOVE and FOR LOVE ...
********RULES TO GUIDE YOUR RELATIONSHIP********
-1-Don't look for a man to solve your problems , find a man that doesn't let you face them alone.
-2- Dont be the woman who needs a man .Be the woman a man needs.
-3- Life is to short and Love is to precious to settle for anyone who treats you anything less than AMAZING.
-4- When you are easy to get , you are easy to forget .
-5- Dont sit around waiting for someone to notice you .Get out there and show them what they're missing out !
-6- A man who treats his woman like a princess is proof that he has been raised by a queen.
-7- Dont expect someone to stay sweet forever , because even the sweetest candy has an expiration date.
-8- Actions speaks louder than words .If you arent ready to act then shut the hell up.
-9- When you really matter to someone , that person will always make time for you..No excuses , no lies , no broken promises.
-10- Never let the people who do so little for you , to control so much of your feelings and emotions
-11- Ladies if more of us sat down and acted like ladies , more guys would stand up and act like gentlemen.
-12- Be with someone who promise you nothing , but tries to give you everything they have.
-13- A smart lady would rather choose to be single than to be lied to , cheated on and disrespected.
-1- If you always judge people by their appearances , you'll miss out on meeting and knowing some pretty amazing people.
-2- In a relathionship , honesty and trust must exist . If they don't , there's no point of loving .If you can't be honest , stay single.
-3- There is only one thing you can control in a relationship : YOURSELF
-4- Sometimes , friends are only meant to be friends and nothing more than that.
-5- Girls arent toys . You can't just drop them when you get bored.
-6- Catching the girl of your dreams is NOT an amazing accomplishment.Keeping her by your side is the real accomplishment.
-7- A real man will never stop trying to show a woman how much she means to him , even after he's got her.
-8- If you're lucky enough to have one good person , don't blow it by going after all the bad ones.
-9- Never ever trust a player. Because you'll be broken and they'll be gone to the next one.
-10- Being single doesnt mean nobody wants you.It means taking your time deciding who you want to spend your life with.
-11- A boy will make his girl jealous...A Man will make other people jealous of his girl.
-12- Don't forget to treat all females with the same respect you'd want your daughter to be treated with.
-13- Never lose hope in love .Sometimes you have to kiss many frogs before you find your Princess.
*** Hold Every person close to your heart, because you may wake up one day and realize that you've lost a diamond while you were too busy collecting stones .Kate Jenkins
*** The ultimate measure of a man is not where he stands in moments of comfort and convenience, but where he stands at times of challenge and controversy.Martin Luther King
*** Feelings are much like waves..We cannot stop them from coming, but we can choose wich one to surf .~Jonatan Mrtensson *** To change your life, you need to change your thoughts.Albert Einstein
*** If you can't explain it simply, you don't understand it well enough.Albert Einstein *** Insanity: doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results.Albert Einstein *** Try not to become a man of success, but rather try to become a man of value.Albert Einstein *** A man without ethics is a wild beast loosed upon this world.Albert Camus *** A woman knows the face of the man she loves as a sailor knows the open sea.Honor de Balzac
*** Anyone who doesn't take truth seriously in small matters cannot be trusted in large ones either.Albert Einstein *** By three methods we may learn wisdom: First, by reflection, which is noblest Second, by imitation, which is easiest and third by experience, which is the bitterest.Confucius
***Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate; only love can do that.
****'You will receive a body..You may like it or hate it , but it will be yours for the entire period this time around... ***You will learn lessons.You are enrolled in a full-time , informal school called LIFE... ***Each day in this school you will have the opportunity to learn lessons...You may like the lessons or think them irrelevant and stupid ***There are no mistakes...Only lessons... ***Growth is a process of trial and error , experimentation...The failed experiments are as much a part of the process as the experiment that ultimately works. ***A lesson is repeated until it is learned. ***A lesson will be presented to you in various forms until you have learned it , then you can go on to the next lesson. ***Learning lessons does not end ...There is no part of life that does not contain its lessons ***As long as you are alive , there are lessons to be learned. ***THERE is no better place than HERE...When your there has become a here, You will simply obtain another there that will , again, look betters than HERE ***OTHERS are simply mirrors of you...You cannot love or hate something about another person,unless it reflects to you something you love or hate about yourself... ***What you make of your life is up to YOU...You have all the tools and resources you need...What you do with them is up to you. ***The CHOICE is YOURS...the ANSWERS lie inside you.All you need to do is look inside , to listen and to trust YOURSELF. ***Belive in You and make The best of your LIFE'****
What I Like To Do For Fun:
***I am aware that i am less than some people prefer me to be,
but most people are unaware that i am so much more than what they see.
***Many things i do for fun... come to my room to find out more... Mystery is what helps us not
to get bored with life... I have a fine sense of the ridiculous, but also a sublime sense of humor. You will certainly find out... I'm sure I have made you deeply curious if you have read this far in my profile.
Craziest Thing I've Ever Done:
***The craziest thing I ever done was to BELIVE that i can really CHANGE everything in my 'life'...Becoming a model isn't a crazy thing to do , but to 'believe' that you can DO this job on your Own Way , Swimming against the River Curent , if this isn't craziest , then i dont know what is... One thing is for sure : 'Accept yourself as YOU ARE. Otherwise you will never see opportunity. You will not feel free to move toward it; you will feel you are not deserving.'
***I will Always stick to my beliefs, my concepts , my values , my ethics , my manners...is what makes me unique individual .
If I Could Be Anywhere Right Now:
Where I am now . I am thankful for what I have , and I can only dream and hope for love and peace.
Hobbies??? - I like to collect friends.
Yes, I can count my true friends on one hand, but I would not mind having more. I have many MFC friends - some are with me almost every night, some stop by when they can. Some are real and some are looking for something they want...each is unique, but special in their own way.One thing my friends all have in common - they respect me for who I am. By taking the time to read my profile, you may be the kind of person who will become one of my friends
***** Fake Friends vs Real Friends - How to Spot the Difference *****
We all have friends, each and every one of us. They can be our best friend - the person we share our secrets with, they can be a 'pretend' friend - someone who's only there when we need something - or, they can be a friend of convenience, someone who only speaks to us when they need something. Of course there are also the 'make believe' friends - but those are more for kids, and that's another topic altogether!
So, you think you have a real friend - a friend who cares about you, who supports you through thick and thin do you?
Let me ask you this - if you had no job and no car (and weren't wallowing in self pity chasing people away of course), do you know for a fact which friends would come to visit you - to just pop around for a chat and a cup of coffee?
Real Friends vs Fake Friends
The moments in life when you discover who your true friends are, are more than likely going to be the times when something traumatic has happened - like the death of a loved one, when you've hit rock bottom, or when you've taken a risk to do something and reach out to your friends for support.
Today, I can count my true friends on my 5 fingers. There aren't many, but they're true and they're real and they will stick by me through thick and thin.
And, I'd do just about anything for them.
What is a REAL Friend?
They not only remember your birthday, but they move heaven and earth to be with you on your special day - even if you've already made other plans
They go out of their way to lift you when your car is broken. Yes, it's a bit off their normal route. And, no - they don't want any petrol (gas) money for the trips, they tell you 'that's what friends do'.
They make you laugh until you cry
You can sit together in comfortable silence and not feel the need to have to say anything
You can see each other three times a year and still enjoy being in each other's company
Your friend tells you the truth because they love and care about you
Your friend won't tell you something because you want to hear it
They won't build you up to see you fall down
They support you in everything you do - they might not agree with what you're doing, but they'll stick by your side anyway
They will compliment you - and really mean it
They won't talk about you behind your back
They know what your favourite game is, what movies you like, what colours suit you best, and what jewellery you favour
They are a shoulder to cry on - whenever you need to talk about anything
They're your sounding board when you want to do some venting
They accept your insecurities and don't broadcast them
They're your conscious talking and making sense when you want to do something stupid
You've had arguments and disagreements, but you've both worked through them
You can't imagine not having them in your life
*****How To Tell if You Have a FAKE Friend*****
You have never told them a secret, and if you have - you hope they've forgotten
They don't know about your family, in fact they've never really asked
You don't often spend one on one time with them, you usually just see them in a group of friends
You can't imagine letting them see who you really are - you pretend to be someone you're not around them
Sometimes they forget your birthday
You get the feeling they make plan ls with you because they've got nothing better to do and you were their last phone call
You laugh together, but it doesn't feel good
You've never seen them cry and they've never seen you cry
You can't let go and be yourself around them
Sitting together in silence would be awkward
They'd probably forget you if you didn't see them for four months
Sometimes it feels like you're the only one making an effort
They embarrass you about your insecurities
You've never argued - you just agree with them all the time
You can imagine your life without this person
*** Just Because I am quiet sometimes , doesn't mean I don't have a lot to say...
Just Because I appear happy, doesn't mean everything's okay. Just Because I laugh a lot, doesn't mean I don't take things seriously. Just Because I forgive, doesn't mean you can take me for granted. Just Because I don't keep in touch all the time, doesn't mean I don't care. Just Because I'm gullible, doesn't mean you can lie to me. Just Because I'm stubborn, doesn't mean I expect you to change for me. Just Because I don't show my feelings, doesn't mean I don't have any. Just Because I don't say I love you, doesn't mean I don't. Just Because I'm honest, doesn't mean I'm outspoken . Just Because I'm not like you, doesn't mean I'm weird. Just Because I don't say anything, doesn't mean I'm afraid.
***I think my biggest talent would have to be compassion and understanding, and im pretty good at reading people and helping them!
***To help humans who have lost direction,to get over dissapointmens of love and life, to help them to find self-respect showing them my own vision, complete new , based on my model experiences for years..That's why my friends consider me as : ' Every man's dream and every woman's nightmare '... *
**I'm a classy girl with many talents of any kind , if you have the willingness to discover me you will surprised to see that Beauty and Brain can be found in one piece. ***I'm pretty good Playing Chess , i like racing , fishing,feng shui,traveling,give and receive satisfactions
***What do you get here?
Respect me and i will respect you , spoil me and i will make you a happy man.***
***First of all as you have probably noticed I am a little different ..i am a well behaved classy woman,i do not show my 'private parts' in Public Chat ..thats for sure so if you are looking for that ,you are wasting your time.. ***Yet Tips are gratefully Welcome there ,specialy if they contain a 'note'
***I preffer to Not Do Group Shows...this is my choice and you should respect that.. ***I DO take privates, but I'm fairly selective of when. You just gotta catch me right when I'm in the mood to get that opportunity!
*** Accept TRUE PRIVATE SHOWS from 'FRIENDS ONLY' ***If you still want to have a PRIVATE with me, make sure you first get to know me...Read My full Profile Page to have an ideea of who i am and what i do here...because i might not be what you want or what you expect me to be... ***Schedule a 'Normal' PRIVATE Time in Private room for us to have a private talk before , to get to know eachother , what we like , what we dislike to do in private, because all those things get us closer to sharing our pleasent moments together...
***You must be in my @FRIENDS LIST@ in order to PM me.Usualy we use Public Chat for the Goals and the Topics so try to stay stiff to it . *** PrivateMessage ME only for really personal things .If you got the privilege to PM me being added to my friends list , keep in mind that PMs take my atention away from my own room , topic , goal, friends , fans , etc... so I ask you to respect my other guests and use PMs wisely.. i try to respect everyone equal , so public chat is the best way to share my atention ..
. HOW DO YOU GET IN MY FRIENDS LIST?
***It is not that easy to be member in my friends Club.Is not a Club for Anyone...Only Quality Characters are welcome in my room .Respect everyone , and try to keep a decent level in our chat topics, respect my friends efforts to be helpful with my goals...We respect everyone and i hope we can find more and more quality people everyday. ***If you arent here just to be pleased by girls , if you see the woman as your half , not as your entertaining tool, then you can apply to be ADD-ed as a friend.
***A 300 tokens Tip with a note 'ADD TO FRIENDS LIST PLEASE' is required...
***This will temporary put you there (1 month)...Yet the tip is not enough to get you the full fan club benefits...
*** If you do not tip at least 500 tokens per month in my room than you are 'Outta Here '..please keep in mind that this is how i make a living here so my time is limited .
***As about my friends list .. there are two categories of people there ..those who request to be added as friends just for the privilege of sending me Private Messages , and Real Friends who have been near me and who realy care about me and who consider me part of their daily lifes, part of their family...
*** You will receive my galery passwors to view my pictures ...One small request tough...just try to not abuse of this privilege..
***There is a special place in my profile page ..my PROFILE FRIENDS LIST, with my special friends.The REAL ones...i can call them my knights , true friends who are putting me in top of their priorities , no mather what , just like the way i treat them ...To make a difference between those who wanna be added to my friends list just to have the privilege to send Private Messages and people who really care and who really enjoy every single minute in my room ..profile friends are the ones who consistently contribute to the room and my ability to provide a different kind of room on MFC....as opposed to my regular Friends List that allows for PMs only .
***IF YOU WANT YOUR NAME ADDED IN MY PROFILE FRIENDS LIST (where REAL FRIENDS are listed ) A tip of 1000 tokens tip is required and you will get :
*** IMEDIATE access to my friends list(FOR 1 MONTH)...To stay there you must tip at least 1000 tokens cumulated every month
***Anything EXTRA is out of your LOVE , RESPECT and Amazing Grace you habe for me ....
***Imediate access to PM(private messages)(if you are not broking my rules) ***
My Galery Pics passords for FREE BONUS ***My personal email adress and my Yahoo Messenger ID for 24/7 conection ***My Fully atention in public chat and PM.
***The privilege to take me in True Private Room...
***And one more thing ... try to be honest , I dont like people who try to insult my inteligence , being smartasses. ***If we have those things set as clear , then i'm sure we can have a great time together , being whatever we want to be there .. because yes .. is a special room .. is the place of FREE WILL
Hes not perfect. I am not perfect either, and the two of us will never be perfect. But if he can make me laugh at least once, causes me to think twice, and if he admits to being human and making mistakes, I will hold onto him and give him the most i can. He isnt going to quote poetry, hes not thinking about me every moment, but he will give me a part of him that he knows i could break. I wont hurt him, I wont change him, and I dont expect for more than he can give.. I will Smile when he makes me happy, yell when he makes me mad, and miss him when hes not there. Love hard when there is love to be had. Because perfect guys dont exist, but theres always one guy that is perfect for Me.
***'My mate' according to my view , must be someone Intelligent but not arrogant with a very good sense of humour,generous and modest in all the ways honest, willing and able to provide for himself and his family, to respect me for who I am, to accept me unconditionally - all my virtues and all my vices - share my beliefs and my thoughts...to have many things in common with me, but also to complement me, as I will complement him. He must love me, love dogs, and be romantic, passionate, trustful , caring , to have good ethics and manners , to let me find my own answers about him , to not push me into anything without my will. I belive i'm not asking to much ..
*** If we have to talk about PERFECTION .. of course we all know there is no such thing .. so if we accept that , we can only describe the ideal mate ...
***The ideal man for me knows who he is and has put time into figuring out what he wants; he's consistent, trustworthy, and isn't constantly battling with a false sense of entitlement.
The ideal man for me is considerate and treats everyone, including strangers, with respect and dignity. He is loving, laid back, and successfully executes whatever he puts his mind to.
He dresses nicely..not a fan of casual guys. Financial success and an open mind are attractive traits as well.
Physically, I like a men taller than i am (that wont be a problem i guess , because im not tall), with an worked body , not necessary muscular... my guy needs to know how to please me.
I get on well with men who know how to balance a dominant nature with a respectful outlook. My ideal guy knows when to let me win, (most of the time :D)
but will stand his ground and assert himself when it matters. I've yet to meet someone with all of these collective qualities..
***My perfect date is a romantic cliche: ***On a beach in the moonlight, waves washing gently onto the sand, spanish guitar playing in the background, fire on the sand keeping us warm, with you and me holding each other, watching the dance of the flames, desire building in our bodies until we can stand it no longer...
***Turn ONs: Kisses on my neck, whispers in my ears,tender kisses, a passionale man , strawberries with whipped cream,touches, Classy gentlemen, friendly chat , intelingence, kindness, cam2cam private shows, classic old school rock music, romance, poetry, erotic chats, gentlemen who love to tease a woman before reaping the fruits of her passion. I love nice surprises, and I love to be challenged...i'm opened to new
***Turn OFFs: Rude people, cheap beggars, bossy men who believe they are the Almighty Answering my phone! I don't answer it a lot so please don't feel ignored and don't take it personal ... If I like you I will call you back eventually.. You know what I hate? tackyness... fakeness , People that try too damn hard...I don't get it...just be you. I don't care to be something I'm not, Take it or leave it. I'm grounded...I know who I am, and what I'm about and nothing shakes that.
Happiness is an attitude. We either make ourselves miserable, or happy and strong. The amount of work is the same....Tomorrow will be there weather u stress or not..... so at the end of the day, just let it all go...
Love me or hate me I'm still gonna shine
Best Reason to Get to Know Me:
Bob Marley once said : If she's amazing, she won't be easy. If she's easy, she won't be amazing. If she's worth it, you wont give up. If you give up, you're not worthy. ... Truth is, everybody is going to hurt you; you just gotta find the ones worth suffering for
You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyse and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there
A single tear from a lady is priceless, For they come from her heart,Does she shed it in happiness or sadness? If she shed it in happiness it is a treasure for all to see, For a women tear holds her pure love,And each are worth more then gems or gold, So in her own way she gives a heartfelt gift,One tear says more then any words could ever say,For a tear is from the heart and hold in each one a women love,From just a single tear
I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.
Measure Your Life By What You Have, Not By What You Dont...To the barefoot man, happiness is a pair of shoes. To the man with old shoes, its a pair of new shoes. To the man with new shoes, its more stylish shoes. And of course, the fellow with no feet hed be happy to be barefoot. Measure your life by what you have, not by what you dont.
Our journey as human beings is notabout following a pre-ordained path, but about creating that path. Life rarely makes anymore sense when things are done in order. Life makes sense when we are centered in our hearts and we let go of resisting how our own unique journey needs to unfold in its own beautifully unruly way
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.
Create your thoughts by wishing hard and believing true in all that was ever said of good. Count on it as fact that it is more fun to have a warm heart and good thoughts than all else earth offers... the spirit of good lives in us... cultivate it ,feed it .. and let it become. you are awesome! you were created by... AWESOME.~Light.
When you catch yourself thinking sad, ugly thoughts, force your self to think of something your grateful for, and then another something your grateful for. And quickly your sadness fades away and your inter joy returns.
I am not sure how many of you are actually reading my Profile Wall or my News Feeds often , or daily . Even if there are over 80 people who subscribe to my news feeds and thousands who admired my profile , I usually get a feedback only from a few ..always the same guys , the ones that truly appreciate me and adore to make me happy.. I will post this comment and I want to see what kind of feedback I get in return . I miss the time when I was spoiled even when I was not online ... just because someone was having me in his thoughts , or just because he knew that an offline tip would put a big smile on my face..Too often we underestimate the power of a touch, a smile, a kind word, a listening ear, an honest compliment, or the smallest act of caring, all of which have the potential to turn a life around...Maybe I do not deserve to be spoiled or treated like a princess... But even when I least deserve it , Love me , because that's when I need the most ...
I WILL Who knows how long I've loved you? You know I love you still. Will I wait a lonely lifetime? If you want me to I will. For if I ever saw you I didn't catch your name. but it never really mattered, I will always feel the same. Love you forever and forever. Love you with all my heart. Love you whenever we're together. Love you when we're apart. And when at last I find you. Your song will fill the air. Sing it loud so I can hear you. Make it easy to be near you. For the things you do endear you to me. You know I will, I will. Kate, love happens when you were planning something else. You will find yourself connecting with another on a spiritual level. You will find yourself thinking of him (her) for no good reason A happy song will play in your heart. When you are apart you can't wait to get back together and when you are together you will not want to be apart. You will give meaning to each other and no problem will be insurmountable. CS
Most people are searching for happiness. Theyre looking for it. Theyre trying to find it in someone or something outside of themselves. Thats a fundamental mistake. Happiness is something that you are, and it comes from the way you think, it comes from inside.
The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman is seen in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart, the place where love resides. True beauty in a woman is reflected in her soul. It is the caring that she lovingly gives, the passion that she shows.And the beauty of a woman only grows with passing years