Interests & Hobbies
Meaning of Life:
The meaning of life is to carve out a niche for yourself in this world and to contribute something to this world and try to get happiness out of life. IF YOU EVER FEEL USELESS, REMEMBER THAT YOUR THOUGHTS AND OPINIONS COUNT AS SOCIETAL CONTRIBUTION! USE YOUR VOICE! AND DON'T GIVE UP! I'm always on your side friend, I'll always be rooting for you. <3
Five Things I Can't Live Without:
My medication-assisted therapy <3 (chronic pain sufferer here!), my mom, my cats, my vape pen, my laptop. I know that sounds super "basic bitch" but w/e
Favorite Books:
The Electric Koolaid Acid Test, The Righteous Mind: Why Good People Are Divided By Politics And Religion, my Abnormal Psychology, Sociology, and Pharmacology textbooks
What I Like To Do For Fun:
I like to look for interesting things online and study pharmacology. Learning the binding affinity of certain drugs and the receptors they act upon and the way they metabolize (pharmacokinectics & pharmacodynamics) makes me WET, I like being naughty and playing with my wand in my room while my mother's asleep, I love giving lapdances (sometimes under the influence of alcohol and/or herb), smoking weed/420 (again, the chronic pain thing), looking for trouble ;), getting YOU off
Favorite Songs:
Where do I begin lol? Infected Mushroom, DEFTONES (fave!!), Disclosure, Zhu, Brand New, Placebo, Nine Inch Nails, Tame Impala, Bon Iver, Fair to Midland (also fave), Velvet Acid Christ, Led Zeppelin, Pearl Jam, Tool, A Perfect Circle (also fave), Failure, Carbomb, Portal, Animals As Leaders, Dethklok, Ulcerate, Windhand, Electric Wizard, Melvins, Pig Destroyer, ...And Oceans, The Contortionist, OTEP, Monuments, TesseracT, Stratovarious, Scar Symmetry, Hammerfall, Tyr, Elvenking, Dark Tranquility, Rob Zombie (sorry for just randomly throwing him in the middle lmao), November's Doom, Lord Mantis, Full Of Hell, Coffinworm, Vildhjarta, Churchburn, Porcupine Tree, Flying Lotus, Yung Lean is my problematic fave. Shall I go on or should I shut up now?
Favorite Movies:
Beetlejuice, Repo! The Genetic Opera, Dead Poet's Society, Whore's Glory, Trainspotting, the Steven Universe movie, The Fractured But Whole (I haven't seen it, but I religiously watch South Park and I want to so bad), Wong Kar Wai's "Fallen Angels", Ayahuasca: The Spirit Molecule, the entire Harry Potter series, part of the Lord Of The Rings series, part of Lord Of The Flies
Craziest Thing I've Ever Done:
Motel threesome where I did some uhh.... drugs, for my 19th birthday. Not my proudest moment, but one of my fondest memories. I've had filthy animalistic sex beneath the solar eclipse, too.
If I Could Be Anywhere Right Now:
Japan or Goa, India. Or Norway.
Hobbies:
Dancing ;), CUDDLING, Studying my textbooks and favorite subjects, drawing, writing, I used to be really into working out, I should get back into it. Intelligent conversations, is that a hobby? Music snobbery.
Talents:
Dancing (again!), drawing, singing (pls don't ask me to sing, but I might if you ask politely), flexibility (pervs), fitting large objects in my tiny ginie, raving, industrial dancing, shuffle dancing, I want to become a professional pole dancer!
Perfect Mate:
Long-haired antisocial nerdy metalhead boys with problems are my obsession tbh. LET ME KNOW IF YOU'RE MY DREAMBOI SO I CAN GIVE YOU A SHOUTOUT! I love skinnybois, but am open to all body types. <3 IT guys. I love bossy girls and shy girls alike, and girls in general tbh. Alternative girls. Alternative boys. Genderfuckers and genderqueer individuals. Punks. Etc.
Perfect Date:
Sharing music with each other on youtube/in the car, talking about music and politics (political views not distasteful/intolerant), chilly snuggling weather, sharing your hoodie with me and holding me when I get cold, and hopefully some kickass sex.
Turn Ons/Offs:
turn ons: a love for equality, those who come correct, metalheads, boys with long hair I can run my fingers through/yank, genderpunks and genderqueer-ness, shyness/antisocialness, weirdos, girls with dangerous minds, sensual cuddles,
turnoffs: showing me your dick when I didn't fucking ask, indifference to the oppression and suffering of minorities and other marginalized groups, intolerance to drug use/smoking/pot or whatever (you do you, but you're not my supervisor so don't tell me what to do!), bad attitudes, smelliness (I actually don't rlly care as long as it's not a permanent thing, everyone gets occasional funk), not having a mind of your own, those brainwashed by Fox News, conspiracy theorists (in general), Flat-Earthers
Best Reason to Get to Know Me:
Because I'll knock your socks off and get your rocks off. I'm a once-in-a-lifetime black metal mistress/serpentess. I'm intelligent and sweet! Call me Ditto, because I can transform into whatever gets you hot and bothered. ;p