Interests & Hobbies
Meaning of Life:
beautiful sense of oneness of humanity
Craziest Thing I've Ever Done:
been born
If I Could Be Anywhere Right Now:
in my mom
Hobbies:
pinching nips
Talents:
double chin
Perfect Date:
mutually canceled
Turn Ons/Offs:
mania / depression
Best Reason to Get to Know Me:
high risk, low reward
I worry my last comment does not say things right. unfortunately it was 3032 characters and I edited out much to get it below 2000.
I now realise I should have made second comment with extra, but I deleted parts and now do not remember exact. So make second comment explaining errorI just saying your username fuckmarrykill is negative and brutal.
MAybe you make silly joke and this is my poor interpretation?You seem like a nice person, but I have not good judgment.
You can get what you want if you understand how people are, I don't think anyone really wants money, they think that money will buy what they want. I feel maybe money is not enough and time can never be bought, only sold or lost.I first saw Kris playing song by interpol which brought memory of video with puppet and lyrics said something to me about trauma. Her interest in word games, conotations of 'roomtoavoid' made thoughts of huis clos and what this translates as 'in camera' which makes me think of star chambers and what judgements etc.. I know I make too many links and many more than I could put here.
I do not know you kris, you seem to have theme of mania/depression, your date 'mutually cancelled', and being 'afraid'. Maybe you have 'human condition' knowing old age and death will come and knowing others may have opinion of you that may not be good or fair, and wanting love and understanding.
I just clicked as last username change you make seemed rather brutal 'fuckmarrykill' I wondered who would say such and then realised it was you again when I view profile.
I am sorry that I annoyed you and was misunderstood when I was sending you long brain dump of my thoughts and experience of mental health problems. I feel I myself have not really had problems but have been victim of them as my brother is schitzophrenic and tried kill my parents when I was teenager.I still love my brother and try help him, I feel I know and understand something of mental health, and unfortunately my effort is little help.
I hope you feel better I wish you as person I dream of, but not for me, you will find someone that will make your life better, please try be more positive stop wanting to kill.
"Lifes but a walking shadow, a poor player That struts and frets his hour upon the stage And then is heard no more. It is a tale Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury, Signifying nothing."
Try, signify something!I have always feel start of year must try to make amends for past before continue with new and better things.
I know you did ban me and I said many stupid and silly things with idle chatter assuming you did not see. I guess I could have made you feel bad so worry that even try to appologise maybe intrude upon your feelings further.
I heard from another that you were feeling bad before christmas so wish I could tell you that you are not alone this time of year is bad for many with cold and dark weather and many illness spreading. I think we all must remind ourselves things are now getting better soon the summer sun will be here and many more chances for find happyness and chase dreams.
I say this with joke and seriousness as always I try not to take anything too deep and hope you can see there is no profit for anyone in anothers woes.
You will find all best, so take care yourself, and do not let little things pull you down.
2025 will be good.