The Quiet Poet 1971

Do you know what betrayal trauma is its like being push out of an airplane before you are ready, you have no parachute and as you are falling you look up and see your person watching you. they see you fall and hit the ground and they are smiling, the fall breaks every bone in your body yet miraculously somehow you survived. Yet you dont feel alive and you definitely dont feel lucky. Yes your person didnt stop the plane, they didnt land it and come back to see if you were ok or even apologize. Instead they picked up a new person along the way. It wasnt just my bones shattering, it was my self woryj, my trust, safety, my truth, everything I thought was true is now untrue. Nothing make sense, all the happy memories turned to disappointment and sorrow, I dont understand love anymore, I met evil they kill a part of me before I was ready to die. If you come to me, love all of me, my support, my loyalty, my friendship. Do not lie to me or try to play games. I now see through it. go all the way with me or not at all.