YellowDiamond
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In order to be irreplaceable,one must always be different!
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Username:
YellowDiamond
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418
Gender:
Female
Body Type:
Slim/Petite
Ethnicity:
Caucasian
Hair:
Blonde
Eyes:
Brown
Weight:
112 pounds
Height:
66 inches
Age:
34
City:
Your Dreams
Sexual Preference:
Straight
Smoke:
Non Smoker
Drink:
Occasional
Drugs:
Experimented
Marital Status:
Single
Occupation/Major:
Model
Pets:
no
Automobile:
not yet
About Me:
No, YOU dont know me well enough to tell me whats in my soul, that you have even the impression you're understanding me, You know me any bit.
No, YOU dont know me well enough you could know the number of my tears or the number of my loud laughter wich I have ticked ears, that you tell me when ,and how and with whom I must spend my time.
No, YOU dont know me well enough to tell me if I am or Im not a lively person, a happy person, that youd know the number of the wounds that were closed and the number of the wounds that still crawling after me.
No, YOU dont know me well enough to belive that you know all my life parts that I hid behind words I said with loud voice or those I wrote.
No, YOU dont know me well enough.
I walk with soul in sight like I sell flowers at a market stall, I'm assuming the risk of being picked and finely chopped, chopped..
Everyone rushes to draw conclusions about who I am, they are rushing to start trials and emit sentences. Just a few stop to understand and even fewer still manage to do it.
Maybe I have the absurd claim that all people see behind the words.
Maybe that sometimes, my inner child is unhappy that he isnt pleasing, and I (imaginary) hit fist on the table.
Maybe who I am , what I want, what I feel sometimes I dont even know.
Maybe there are times when I play with words just to comfort me longing.
Perhaps youd think that with words people are approaching but occasionally also creates insurmountable barriers.
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Meaning of Life:
Life it's a fight
Life it's a big mistery still undeciphered by humans. We have lots of questions without answer, we experiment things that we cant explain ourselfs, and around us happen things that we can't understand.
Life it's a labyrinth full of traps and you have to sneek through,an infinite number of options, a permanent intersection where you have to steer.
Even if man can choose between several alternative,family however, geographical location, culture, religion ...are things that you do not have the opportunity to choose,and they become defining elements for individual personality.
Generally in early life (childhood) Man is the product of these native elements that define personality,time that in the second half of life (maturity) man set his goal for the rest of his life struggling for life and death.
Life circumstances or inconvenience can help the performance of a man, but I can never stop, they can be a friend or an enemy,but never an insurmountable barrier, for which no man can afford to blame his failure on unfavorable circumstances.Nobody is entitled to remain ignorant because it comes from an uneducated family to be illiterate because they had opportunities to go to school, be messy and dirty because the child had no conditions.Life is a struggle that we must change many things and always fight hard and painful, but how else can we justify claiming to live?Fight the enemy is common, but combat features are different, for example one struggling with poverty,another with wealth, one struggles with alcohol other to lie ... people are struggling with different things, but all struggle.What you fight? who fight for? and with what methods?
Whatever the answer is, every struggle has ended and then fold in beaten fighters or turns into winners.The struggle of life is unique, it is never repeated, so beaten fighters and winners remain in these positions for eternity.
It does not matter if you have more friends or enemies native (family, geographical location, culture, religion)important is that we live the second half of life, while we decide our own destiny forever.
Now we can not blame the family, the country where we were born, culture, religion,now we can get started,now we have the chance to show what we can do,now it is our turn.
This fight is hard because it is a struggle with ourselves, with our tendencies,desires, habits that we struggle to overcome evil and sin in us, so whatever the outcome is.. we are the only responsible.
This fight it is difficult not only for being with us, even that lasts as long as life, but for the fact that it can end at any time and often before we anticipated.
If we accept that it is quite honest living, longer or shorter, but it is quite a life.
Who does not overcome in this life would not beat even if he had lived three lives, even if they were born in a palace..
Chance to fight the 'battle of righteousness' is now, please to start right now !!!
Five Things I Can't Live Without:
The family. We were a strange little band of characters trudging through life sharing diseases and toothpaste, coveting one another's desserts, hiding shampoo, borrowing money, locking each other out of our rooms, inflicting pain and kissing to heal it in the same instant, loving, laughing, defending, and trying to figure out the common thread that bound us all together.
Friends - A friend is someone who understands your past, believes in your future, and accepts you just the way you are.
The Internet is a whole new world opening up.
Affection is responsible for nine-tenths of whatever solid and durable happiness there is in our lives.
Mobile entertainment is a huge opportunity. We are committed to mobile just as much as we are to PCs.
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Astrology is like a weather report; it tells you what conditions you're likely to face in the future.
If the weatherman says it's probably going to rain, you bring an umbrella.
If you follow that advice, you won't get wet.
Perfect Mate:
Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that youve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you cant wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid its like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didnt exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long days work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, theres no need for continuous conversation, but you find youre quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that theres a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure thats so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.
Best Reason to Get to Know Me:
I am a dreamer. I've always been and I will always be. Since I was a child, I remeber how I was lying on grass and dreaming with my eyes opened. I imagined battles between clouds and stars and each time the end was the one wich I picked.
This was my favourite game. I was a sort of God in my own World.
As I grewp up and I went through life, I realised that things are not so easy as in my game, because I discovered : indifference, hate, lie, superficiality, stupidity, and all coming from one 'source': the HUMAN BEING.
The human being is the most complex and unpredictable being from this Earth.
One of my hobbies if I can call it so is to analyze people, characters and situations.
Analyzing all these things I was amazed and also dissapointed of many things that happen.
As a refuge I decided 'to Create' my own World, far from everyday reality, from the evils of some, from the indifference of others, far from political struggles and worldwide interests.
So before you judge me and asking why I am here ...I'm telling you my reason : I want a better 'world' for me, and those who are like me.
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