antidreamgirl
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Like youthful women? I may be nearly 30 but I've still got child-like wonder and teenage angst
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About Me
Username:
antidreamgirl
Gender:
Female
Body Type:
Slim/Petite
Height:
68 inches
Country:
Canada
Sexual Preference:
Straight
Occupation/Major:
part time camgirl, full time patient
School:
yes plz
About Me:
Welcome to my aesthetically underwhelming profile!
The original painfully long profile that I wrote when I was much sicker and much more pathetic can be viewed at:
https://antidreamgirl.ca/
It screams 'internalized ableism' and 'vulnerable mpdg' but it's also relatable, paints an honest picture of where I was at the time, and contains a lot of background information about my formative years in case you're interested in learning more about me.
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I use this platform for non-explicit, mostly interaction-based streams, featuring everything from word games to indoor archery in my basement bedroom. You are welcome to say hi and participate in whatever activity or discussion is going on, or, if you prefer, just enjoy my melodic greetings as background noise. /
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If you are using this site your its pornographic content, you are absolutely better off putting your tokens towards other models. MFC is full of skilled performers making quality adult/NSFW content. I am not one of them. Before you even consider tipping, please note that I am non-nude, I generally don't take requests, and I have health problems make me extremely unreliable (let's be real... I've always been flaky *cough adhd *cough* but since I got sick it's times a million). Even when I am offering something specific, like x when a countdown is reached, there is a chance that I wont be able come through with it as planned. I can go from feeling fine by my standards to unable to function in minutes. If you are sensitive to feeling swindled, please do not tip me. I sincerely do not want your tokens unless you want me to have them and your motives are ultimately intrinsic, i.e. unless you genuinely want to support me and would rather miss out on a show than see me push myself through symptoms in a way that could harm my health. Thank you in advance for respecting that!
I have been so touched by the patience understanding I have been afforded. /
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quicky biography:
I am a twenty-seven year old academia wannabe turned housebound chronic illness patient. I fell ill at 21 (in 2015) when I came down with a bad case of mononucleosis from Epstein-barr virus. After my initial 'false' recovery (when my body had fought off the infection itself but the damage to my system remained), I progressively got sicker and sicker until I was no longer able uphold my studies, maintain employment, or even leave the house without hellish symptoms to pay. When I wasn't sleeping, I would mostly be sitting alone in a darkened room. That was my life pretty much every single day. I was a shell of my former self. It was miserable, but I was fighting to stay positive and make the most of it. //Note: If you are interested in learning more about this type of illness I have included some of my preferred sources below: (A lot of new people are falling ill with a post-covid version of the disease and doctors often don't know how to recognize it so it's a good thing to educate yourself on. I went through one of the darkest times of my life while I was getting sicker and didn't know what was happening me so raising ME awareness is one of the most rewarding parts of MFC.)
My absolute favourite is ME action
https://www.meaction.net/learn/what-is-me/
there's also:
https://www.cdc.gov/me-cfs/about/index.html
https://me-pedia.org/wiki/Myalgic_encephalomyelitis
https://solvecfs.org/
the mayo clinic and medline plus' articles on ME are adequate as well. / /
Joining MFC was one of many attempts to find meaning in an existence of suffering and limitations, and it turned out better than I ever could have imagined. Largely thanks to the outstanding support I have received from the people I've met here, I have been able to afford resources to dramatically improve my health. I have made friends for life and enormous strides in my functionality. My quality of life is light years better than I thought would ever be possible again. The light at the end of the tunnel, which for me is returning to my studies, is within view. /
I love learning. From the time I was a small child I have been passionate about the world and about understanding how things work and why they are the way they are. /
I value science and justice and rationality. Someday I will use my experiences as a patient to make the world better for people in the same kind of difficult situations I have faced (or so I keep telling myself). /
I care about stuff. There are many causes near and dear to my heart, but because of what I've been through, what stands out to me as most fundamental and what I want to dedicate myself to is universal accessibility to compassionate healthcare. I am forever grateful to those who have been and continue to be essential in helping me get what I need. I intend to honour them by living my best life possible, and, ideally, using the opportunity that I've been given to extend that gift to others. Chemistry is still the subject that gives me chills and excites me like nothing else, but when I continue my undergraduate studies, instead of resuming my chemistry degree, I plan to enter a health sciences bachelor program with my sights set on an eventual career in healthcare.
Tags:
antidreamgirl, philomath, adorkable, epistemophilic, passionate, complex chronic disease, nerd, itty bitty titty committee, empathetic, bubbly, myalgic encephalomyelitis, genuine, IB, filthy socialist, dyslexic, non nude, sapiophile, science, housebound, university dropout, acquired taste, overshare, intellectual stimulation, word play, education, community, Canadian, betty blunder, dad jokes, chemistry, conversations, ADHD
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Five Things I Can't Live Without:
this worked out perfectly when I was on five Rx medications but I only take three now
Talents:
magic empathy, making people teary, reading words as other words, coming across as smarter than I am, heart-touching, booboo-healing kisses, cat whispering, drooling an impressive amount in my sleep
Turn Ons/Offs:
Turn ons: humility, courage, kindness, intelligence, inquisitiveness, loyalty, willingness to take responsibility, drive, wit /
Turn offs: ben shapiro, political apathy, bigotry, gaslighting, emotional immaturity
Best Reason to Get to Know Me:
Oh I think there are lots of good reasons if I do say so myself! I try to be worth getting to know, at least. I get a lot out of it when I connect with someone so I try to offer a lot in return.
We can learn new stuff from each other! We can brighten each other's day! I'm good at making people feel a little less alone in this chaotic world
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