The following year, I had this conversation with a different friend (completely unrelated to the previous conversation):Me: Last year, I was reminded why I rarely make friends with other girls.
Conclusion: I'm a paradox who shouldn't exist, and sometimes it's hard for someone to remember that I'm female, even when I'm right in front of them.Room Rules
1. Be respectful of everyone, unless they are being disrespectful of me.
2. If there is no tip note, I will show tits, but nothing else.
3. Only the person who tipped can decide what happens with their tip.
4. Tips for content do not count towards the countdown (on the rare occasion that there is one.
5. Guests get three strikes. Certain things count for two strikes.
6. Basics are muted if I'm naked.
7. Use English. Not text talk, and not foreign languages.
8. I will not put anything in my pussy or ass in public chat. I will not cum in public chat.
9. I will not do a skype show.
10. I will not meet anyone from this site, even when I'm single.
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Please note: I do not do custom videos. I will take suggestions, please send them in an MFC mail with the subject line 'Video Suggestion'. Put the actual suggestion in the body. I will send you an MFC mail when it has been uploaded to my store, where you can buy it.
I currently live in the Northern Half of the US Eastern Time Zone. I have lived in many states both north and south of the Mason Dixxon line in this time zone. I have been to Canada, still in this time zone, and I have travelled to every state within the time zone at least once.Until I was 14, I solely a New England Girl. My accent is mostly New England, with a bit of southern, a bit of Canada, and a bit of something inbetween south and north.
Birthdate: June 20th 1985. No, I will not tell you where I was born. What I will say is that under the Chinese Zodiac I am the bull, and under the European Zodiac I am on the Cusp of Gemini and Cancer. This means that I have a changeable personality, very little patience, a tendancy to overreact (wait, that's because I'm female...), and can be incredibly stubborn.Sexual Preference: Bi-Curious. Okay, technically, I'm straight but find women attractive. But that option isn't there. More about my past sex-life later.
Marital Status: I live with a man. Off-cam, I belong to him. On cam, I'm free to please you. We are not married either legally or religiously.Ethnicity: White. Fuck being PC. I'm not 'caucasian'. I'm WHITE. Geneology reveals that I'm mostly swiss (like 60%) with English, Scottish, Irish, Pensylvania Dutch, 'and a few others' mixed in (though they don't quite know what others). My skin is somewhere between transluscent and peach. I have freckles. In the summer, I burn real quick, but then darken to a tan and don't really burn the rest of the summer.
Eyes: A ring of gray around a ring of blue around a ring of yellow. Depending on which rings are currently the biggest, they can appear gray, blue, green, or purple.Hair: Red, blonde, and brown highlights. Seriously, any one strand twirled in the sun will reveal all three colors all up and down it. Inside lighting makes it look brown with red highlights, outside lighting makes it look dirty-blonde with red highlights. The camera really likes it looking red.
Smoke/drugs/alcohol: I do not smoke. I do not do any drugs (no, there's no perscription meds either). I tried MJ a few times, don't much care for it. I drink on occasion. Don't much care for it. Used to be Catholic and took the wine every Sunday, so I used to have a pretty good tolerance, but that's disappeared. Mostly, my bouciness is sugar, with occasional caffiene.Car: This post on my blog details what my dream car would be like.
To live, love, experience, and enjoy. (If you're a real Douglas Adams fan, you know that 42 is not the meaning of life the universe and everything, but the answer to the ultimate question of life, the universe, and everything.)The ultimate question of Life, the Universe, and Everything:
Physical Appearance: I like my man to be taller than me. That's not that hard, most men are. I like him to have a lot of muscle, but a nice layer of fat over that muscle which makes people underestimate him.Other: He's gotta be okay with me camming. I need to be able to trust him, and to hold intelligent conversations with him. I need to respect him, and he needs to respect me. I seem to prefer men who appear to be assholes to people, but aren't actually being assholes to anyone. Also, men who have an undeserved bad reputation, the type of man who people like to spread rumors about which have no basis in fact whatsoever.
In college, I lost my virginity to a fuckbuddy (about a month before my 20th birthday). After college, I met my master, and I'm still with him. Those are the only two men I've been with. One is cut, one is uncut. One is 1/4 black 3/4 white, the other is 1/4 native american 3/4 white. Both are roughly the same size, but I don't bring a ruler into the bedroom so I don't know exactly what size that is. Both are taller than me, one moreso than the other. (then again, 75% of adult humans are taller than me...) Both used to take martial arts before I met them. Both are nowhere near the condition they were in at the peak of their training. Both still have plenty of muscle hidden under a generous layer of fat. Both enjoy video games, though one gravitates more to the MMORPG's, the other to the solo games. Both of them my relationship is/was more about the mind and heart than about the physical stuff, I only list it because people always want to know.Currently, I have sex randomly. Sometimes, that means twice a week, sometimes, that means once a month. My sex life is incredibly boring. Thus, I will not talk about it. However, you can tip for a fantasy or ask me to talk about a fantasy in private. Fantasies will be made up on the spot. If it's not the sort of thing most people will enjoy, I'll type it to you. If it's the sort of thing that many can enjoy, then I'll say it out loud.
Paranoia: in real life, I'm very paranoid. This is lessened on camera, because men would have to work rather hard to find out where I live. But it's not completely gone. I do not give out my real name, or the state I live in, because I still have to be kinda careful. Back when I used to roleplay on IRC, I had a stalker, without him ever seeing what I looked like. Hence, I'm incredibly careful about not encouraging stalkers.Confidence: in real life, I don't think much of myself. Used to be, I barely believed that I deserved to live. That has changed, and I'm slowly getting more self-respect, but I still don't have quite as much as when I hop on camera. This is probably because anyone who is in my chatroom is there because they decided to be, not because they just happened to be there.
Shyness: On camera, I'm not as shy as in real life. I'm thinking this has to do with the previous two reasons, but there's more to it than that. I'm an introvert, so face-to-face interaction tires me out. But on camera, there's enough separation for it to not be quite so tiring.So there you have it. On camera, I am myself, as I would be if I didn't have to worry about stalkers, foisting myself on people who don't necessarily want me there, and people making me tired.
When I was a teenager, there was a lot of talk about lasic surgery when my eyes stabilized. When I was 20, I went to the mayo clinic. There, I found out that I couldn't get lasic because my eyes are the wrong shape. I also found out that I can't get soft contact lenses, because they will not get proper suction on my eyes. They fitted me for hard lenses and a new pair of glasses. I had 20/20 vision for the first time in my life!However, now that my parents don't pay for my eyewear anymore, my two choices are: pay $300-$500 every two years for new glasses, or pay $1,000-$1,200 every two years (for new glasses AND new contacts), with another $600 on the years between for new contacts. If you want to tip the 16,000 tokens for me to get contacts for a year (that includes the price of the visit and taxes and such), then tip, and a few months later come back to see them.
1. ask if I'm willing to do what you're looking for.
2. we agree on a price, or I let you know that you need private, or I say 'sorry, not today' (if it'd on the list of things I do, I will probably do it unless it's red week.)
3. you tip the agreed amount with the action in the tip note.
4. I do the action specified.
Show From a Hat ***This is a nightly background countdown. If you wish your tip or private to be excluded you must tell me this!Every tip, every private, every group, every spy is counted towards this countdown. There is an option for a single person to tip 500 to get the show, but it will not be counted. It is possible for a person to exclude their tips. It is possible for a person to exclude their private session, but NOT the relevant spies.
This countdown is rarely talked about, unless we're getting close. Don't ask how close, I only check it when I think we're very close indeed.How it works: when the goal is reached, I take my hat with the slips of paper in it. I take out the baggie with the previous show slips in it. I read off the shows it will not be, and then I pull a show from the hat. I do the show, and then get naked if I'm not already. Any removal of clothes before, during, or after is done in a teasing way. The countdown starts over after the show is done, but I do not get redressed for at least a half hour. Longer if there are more tips.
So, my policy is that I won't do a custom. If there's a video you'd like to see me sell, send me an MFC mail. Have the subject be 'Video Suggestion' and the actual suggestion put in the body of the message. That way, when I next go to do a video, I can look through my mail and easily find who sent what suggestion. Once it's uploaded, again, it'll be easier for me to find your message.See, most people don't use this method. They tell me in public chat, and then come back three months later wanting to know why I've never gotten back to them about it. By that point, if I had actually done it, it's because I couldn't remember who gave me the suggestion, and I couldn't look it up because I also couldn't remember what day they gave it to me. So, send it to my inbox and put 'suggestion' in the title so I can actually find it. I want to let you know when it's done, really I do, but with how often I lose notes (whether digital or physical), it's really not going to happen if it's not in my mfc mail.
If I wasn't making money at camming, I would have to get a job, and then I wouldn't have the energy left to cam. If I wasn't having fun at camming, I wouldn't keep exposing myself to the ridicule I invite simply by daring to put myself out there. Now, if I didn't need the money and I had plenty of time for it, then yes, I would still be a camgirl. So what does that say? On the other hand, if I hadn't needed money, I probably never would've tried camming in the first place. So you see, the answer really is both: I came for the money, stayed cause it's fun, and because I'm making enough at it to not need to seek employment elsewhere.- - To the top!- - - - Contents- - - - Offline Tips
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