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City: Under a Rock- I tend to not pay much attention to the outside world. x.x

I currently live in the Northern Half of the US Eastern Time Zone. I have lived in many states both north and south of the Mason Dixxon line in this time zone. I have been to Canada, still in this time zone, and I have travelled to every state within the time zone at least once.

Until I was 14, I solely a New England Girl. My accent is mostly New England, with a bit of southern, a bit of Canada, and a bit of something inbetween south and north.

Birthdate: June 20th 1985. No, I will not tell you where I was born. What I will say is that under the Chinese Zodiac I am the bull, and under the European Zodiac I am on the Cusp of Gemini and Cancer. This means that I have a changeable personality, very little patience, a tendancy to overreact (wait, that's because I'm female...), and can be incredibly stubborn.

Sexual Preference: Bi-Curious. Okay, technically, I'm straight but find women attractive. But that option isn't there. More about my past sex-life later.

Marital Status: I live with a man. Off-cam, I belong to him. On cam, I'm free to please you. We are not married either legally or religiously.

Ethnicity: White. Fuck being PC. I'm not 'caucasian'. I'm WHITE. Geneology reveals that I'm mostly swiss (like 60%) with English, Scottish, Irish, Pensylvania Dutch, 'and a few others' mixed in (though they don't quite know what others). My skin is somewhere between transluscent and peach. I have freckles. In the summer, I burn real quick, but then darken to a tan and don't really burn the rest of the summer.

Eyes: A ring of gray around a ring of blue around a ring of yellow. Depending on which rings are currently the biggest, they can appear gray, blue, green, or purple.

Hair: Red, blonde, and brown highlights. Seriously, any one strand twirled in the sun will reveal all three colors all up and down it. Inside lighting makes it look brown with red highlights, outside lighting makes it look dirty-blonde with red highlights. The camera really likes it looking red.

Smoke/drugs/alcohol: I do not smoke. I do not do any drugs (no, there's no perscription meds either). I tried MJ a few times, don't much care for it. I drink on occasion. Don't much care for it. Used to be Catholic and took the wine every Sunday, so I used to have a pretty good tolerance, but that's disappeared. Mostly, my bouciness is sugar, with occasional caffiene.

Car: This post on my blog details what my dream car would be like.

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The Meaning of Life

To live, love, experience, and enjoy. (If you're a real Douglas Adams fan, you know that 42 is not the meaning of life the universe and everything, but the answer to the ultimate question of life, the universe, and everything.)

The ultimate question of Life, the Universe, and Everything:
- - How many levels of complexity exist in the current universe?
- - or: How many dimensions are there really?
- - or: At what age is a person either a grown-up or a lost cause?
Truth- we don't really know it.

Favorite Books:

Not books, authors. Andre Norton. Anne McCaffrey. Robert Heinlein. Douglas Adams. Terry Pratchett. Robert Ludlum. Roger Zelazny. Piers Anthony. Jean M. Auel. Rex Stout.

What I Like To Do For Fun:

Read, play video games, and one creative hobby that keeps changing (coding, writing, cross-stitching, chain maille).

Favorite Songs:

My playlist is very very ecclectic. I realized that I don't really have a favorite genre in high school when beethoven was followed by barenaked ladies, fantasia 2000, celine dion, smash mouth, and gorillaz, in that order. There have been some pretty fun genre hops in my room. See if you can catch a few!

Favorite Movies:

A few movies I like are: Space Balls, Monty Python and Holy Grail, The Princess Bride, Love Comes Softly, Short Circuit.

A few shows I like are: Fringe, CSI (old ones), Dr Who, House, Lie to Me, Leverage, Star Trek, Star Gate, How I Met Your Mother.

Craziest Thing I've Ever Done:

Becoming a camgirl. Seriously, I'm really shy irl.

If I Could Be Anywhere Right Now:

In a mountain retreat, someplace not too cold, but not really hot either. Wooded, with a river, waterfall, and pond (pond should be big enough for still waters, not too close to waterfall). Occasional boulders that are easy to climb. Mixed evergreen and deciduous forest, so it gets the leaves in the fall but is still green in the winter.

Hobbies:

Usually reading and playing video games. Then one other that changes between programming, writing, chainmail items, cross stitching, dream-home designing, and watching anime.

Talents:

Opening people's eyes to something different. Progressing to 'better than beginner' rather quickly. Making people happy when they tell me how to do so.

Perfect Mate:

I am not here to find a man. Below I describe what I have noticed I am attracted to as a long-term partner. However, online, all I really need is someone who can hold an intelligent conversation and treat me with respect even if he's dominating me.

Physical Appearance: I like my man to be taller than me. That's not that hard, most men are. I like him to have a lot of muscle, but a nice layer of fat over that muscle which makes people underestimate him.

Other: He's gotta be okay with me camming. I need to be able to trust him, and to hold intelligent conversations with him. I need to respect him, and he needs to respect me. I seem to prefer men who appear to be assholes to people, but aren't actually being assholes to anyone. Also, men who have an undeserved bad reputation, the type of man who people like to spread rumors about which have no basis in fact whatsoever.

Perfect Date:

I'm not much of a dater. I prefer to stay at home and cuddle. Hugs, kisses, petting, stroking, massages, that sort of thing.

Turn Ons/Offs:

turn-ons:
- - intelligence
- - mild pain
- - petting/touching lighting
- - sincere compliments
- - being called good girl
- - knowing I'm pleasing someone who's turned me on

turn offs:
- - willful ignornance
- - childish behavior/grammar
- - text talk
- - begging
- - insults (in certain contexts, slut is not one, ie: good slut)
- - being called bad
- - intense pain
- - bathroom stuff
- - disrespect

I like to be dominated. Unfortunately, so few people know how to dominate without also either humiliate or hurt. I do not like major pain, physical or emotional. Oh, it makes me wet, and my body really likes it, but I don't. And like most females, if my mind is turned off I can't get into it, no matter how turned on my body is. NOTE: I love spanking myself, nipple clips are fun if I'm not too sensitive, and I have plenty of rope.

Best Reason to Get to Know Me:

The me you see online is the me you would see if I could trust people not to *****/beat/steal from/harass me. I'm full of surprises: the more people get to know me, the less they understand me. I am a bundle of contradictions, an enigma, a paradox.

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Sexual Exeperience:

In college, I lost my virginity to a fuckbuddy (about a month before my 20th birthday). After college, I met my master, and I'm still with him. Those are the only two men I've been with. One is cut, one is uncut. One is 1/4 black 3/4 white, the other is 1/4 native american 3/4 white. Both are roughly the same size, but I don't bring a ruler into the bedroom so I don't know exactly what size that is. Both are taller than me, one moreso than the other. (then again, 75% of adult humans are taller than me...) Both used to take martial arts before I met them. Both are nowhere near the condition they were in at the peak of their training. Both still have plenty of muscle hidden under a generous layer of fat. Both enjoy video games, though one gravitates more to the MMORPG's, the other to the solo games. Both of them my relationship is/was more about the mind and heart than about the physical stuff, I only list it because people always want to know.

Currently, I have sex randomly. Sometimes, that means twice a week, sometimes, that means once a month. My sex life is incredibly boring. Thus, I will not talk about it. However, you can tip for a fantasy or ask me to talk about a fantasy in private. Fantasies will be made up on the spot. If it's not the sort of thing most people will enjoy, I'll type it to you. If it's the sort of thing that many can enjoy, then I'll say it out loud.

Personality Check

Is this my real personality? Well, I don't act when I get on camera... But I also don't act the same on camera as I do in real life. Let's analyze the differences, cause I like doing those kinds of things.

Paranoia: in real life, I'm very paranoid. This is lessened on camera, because men would have to work rather hard to find out where I live. But it's not completely gone. I do not give out my real name, or the state I live in, because I still have to be kinda careful. Back when I used to roleplay on IRC, I had a stalker, without him ever seeing what I looked like. Hence, I'm incredibly careful about not encouraging stalkers.

Confidence: in real life, I don't think much of myself. Used to be, I barely believed that I deserved to live. That has changed, and I'm slowly getting more self-respect, but I still don't have quite as much as when I hop on camera. This is probably because anyone who is in my chatroom is there because they decided to be, not because they just happened to be there.

Shyness: On camera, I'm not as shy as in real life. I'm thinking this has to do with the previous two reasons, but there's more to it than that. I'm an introvert, so face-to-face interaction tires me out. But on camera, there's enough separation for it to not be quite so tiring.

So there you have it. On camera, I am myself, as I would be if I didn't have to worry about stalkers, foisting myself on people who don't necessarily want me there, and people making me tired.

About the glasses:

When I was five I was tripping over things on the ground because I couldn't see that they were there. That was the start of wearing glasses. I estimate my focusing point at the time was somewhere within an inch of half a foot away from my eyes. Now, my focusing point is about two inches away from my eyes. The technology for glasses has just barely stayed one step beyond my needs.

When I was a teenager, there was a lot of talk about lasic surgery when my eyes stabilized. When I was 20, I went to the mayo clinic. There, I found out that I couldn't get lasic because my eyes are the wrong shape. I also found out that I can't get soft contact lenses, because they will not get proper suction on my eyes. They fitted me for hard lenses and a new pair of glasses. I had 20/20 vision for the first time in my life!

However, now that my parents don't pay for my eyewear anymore, my two choices are: pay $300-$500 every two years for new glasses, or pay $1,000-$1,200 every two years (for new glasses AND new contacts), with another $600 on the years between for new contacts. If you want to tip the 16,000 tokens for me to get contacts for a year (that includes the price of the visit and taxes and such), then tip, and a few months later come back to see them.

About tips:

I prefer not to make this profile about money. Technically, I hate the whole have to earn money to live thing, but since I do, it would be stupid of me not to at least mention that you can tip for things. Here's how it works:

1. ask if I'm willing to do what you're looking for.
2. we agree on a price, or I let you know that you need private, or I say 'sorry, not today' (if it'd on the list of things I do, I will probably do it unless it's red week.)
3. you tip the agreed amount with the action in the tip note.
4. I do the action specified.

Please note: if you tip anonymously with no tip note, then I will not do the option. If you tip without the tip note but your name is on the tip, then I will do it.

For a list of prices, here you go. (backup page Please try the main first, thank you!)
or you can tip to roll the dice. (backup page Please try the main first, thank yoU!)

About Group:

I'm always willing to do a group. However, if you're not willing to keep trying for awhile, then don't try to start one unless there's like, 20 other premium members in my chatroom. If you manage to get a group going, what I do is going to depend on my mood.

About Private:

Private is all about what you want to see. So what I do depends on what you ask me to do. If there is something you absolutely have to see in order to enjoy the private, please ask about it before you take me private. Thank you!

About Fansigns

Every camming session, the highest tipper and the person with the highest tip will get to dictate a fansign to me. The minimum is 100 for the tip, and a combined tip amount of 300 for the tipper.

However, you can tip 200 tokens to get a fansign whether you've won it or not. So two types of fansigns- the prizes, and the paid for specifically. If you happen to have paid for the fansign and that was the highest tip, you still only get one fansign.

Fansign rules:
-I must be clothed, though it can be as little as a harness and electric tape. Panties, lingerie, outfits, and costumes are other options.
-You can pick the position I'm in.
-You pick what the sign says, and what color it says it in. Please keep your requests to what can fit on an index card. Yes, I can attempt to draw something instead of have writing, but drawing is not a talent, so be warned about that.

To tip:

A non-anonymous tip of 200 tokens with the tipnote 'fansign'. Then an MFC mail telling me what you want the fansign to have on it, what clothing I'm wearing, and what position I'm in. If you would like the file, include your email address. Please allow up to a month for the fansign to appear, as I will not take pictures during red week, and there may be scheduling conflicts with my photographer. You will receive an MFC mail confirming that I got the request, and another one when the fansign is complete.

Show From a Hat ***This is a nightly background countdown. If you wish your tip or private to be excluded you must tell me this!

Every tip, every private, every group, every spy is counted towards this countdown. There is an option for a single person to tip 500 to get the show, but it will not be counted. It is possible for a person to exclude their tips. It is possible for a person to exclude their private session, but NOT the relevant spies.

This countdown is rarely talked about, unless we're getting close. Don't ask how close, I only check it when I think we're very close indeed.

How it works: when the goal is reached, I take my hat with the slips of paper in it. I take out the baggie with the previous show slips in it. I read off the shows it will not be, and then I pull a show from the hat. I do the show, and then get naked if I'm not already. Any removal of clothes before, during, or after is done in a teasing way. The countdown starts over after the show is done, but I do not get redressed for at least a half hour. Longer if there are more tips.

Possible Shows

-lotion
-oil
-ball gag, nipple clips, collar, (optional cat ears)
-spanking (all bits)
-rope harness
-naked exercise (jumping jacks, pushups, situps, bouncing on feet)
-strip tease and dancing
-outfit tease, striptease
-lingerie and/or stockings tease
-riding the comforter roll

Money or Fun?

Something I get asked a lot is whether I do this for money or for fun. I've never understood why that had to be a distinction, as I grew up in a culture of 'figure out what you like to do, then figure out how to make money from it if necessary.' I mean, isn't that half the point of America? That you can do whatever you want, so long as you can pay for it?

If I wasn't making money at camming, I would have to get a job, and then I wouldn't have the energy left to cam. If I wasn't having fun at camming, I wouldn't keep exposing myself to the ridicule I invite simply by daring to put myself out there. Now, if I didn't need the money and I had plenty of time for it, then yes, I would still be a camgirl. So what does that say? On the other hand, if I hadn't needed money, I probably never would've tried camming in the first place. So you see, the answer really is both: I came for the money, stayed cause it's fun, and because I'm making enough at it to not need to seek employment elsewhere.

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