Interests & Hobbies
Meaning of Life:
The meaning of life is to grow physically, mentally and spiritually. It's about traveling down different paths of your life and making decisions. It's about being true to yourself, standing alone even in a huge crowd sometimes when you really believe in something and not fearing retribution. The meaning of life has been an age old question since the beginning of time and it's like defining the meaning of death. Because every breath of life you take, you come one breath closer to death. Life means to love those around you, those who wrong you, help where you can, be known as a person that can be trusted and honor what you speak into life. If we didn't feel sadness we could never experience happiness; if we didn't get angry on occasion we would never know peace, and if we didn't understand trust in our hearts we'd never know love. Life is Doing but life is much more than that if you open your eyes, ears and heart and listen, you'll learn to appreciate everything! Life is also about appreciating the absoluteness of nothing and accepting that as well.
Five Things I Can't Live Without:
herbal tea
moisturizer
passport
back massages
Happy Endings
Favorite Books:
If you join my page you may see my schedule of webcam events including Story Time. Look for a pleasurable experience from me to you as tantalizing as whispering in your ear.
Story of the Eye by Georges Bataille (1928)
Tropic of Cancer by Henry Miller (1934)
The Story of O by Pauline Rage aka Anne Desclos (1954)
Delta of Venus by Anas Nin (1977)
Bad Behavior by Mary Gaitskill (1989)
Baise-Moi by Virginie Despentes (1999)
The Sexual Life of Catherine M. by Catherine Millet (2002)
Lost Girls, Vols. 1-3 by Alan Moore and Melinda Gebbie (2006)
Wetlands by Charlotte Roche (2008)
House of Holes by Nicholson Baker (2011)
What I Like To Do For Fun:
Make money, save money, spend money, share money
Read Books out loud and LIVE comment on movies
dress to impress and dress up to de stress
visit hotels and attend Real Estate Investment conferences
Craft and decorate
attend Spas for massages and non invasive treatments
Travel and collect rare items to decorate my house with
Attend VIP events where I can dress up and make friends
Favorite Songs:
Alina Baraz
FKA Twigs
Willow
Jorja Smith
Kiiara
Tinashe
Jhene Aiko
Teyana Taylor
SZA
Favorite Movies:
Just like the read aloud Story Time webcam events, I look forward to watching the Best movies ever made with wildly opinionated commentary from your truly
American Pie (1999)
Angel Heart (1987)
Basic Instinct (1992)
Betty Blue (1986, Fr.) (aka 37.2 Le Matin)
Bitter Moon (1992, Fr./UK/US)
Blue Is the Warmest Color (2013, Fr.) (aka La Vie D'Adle)
Body Double (1984)
Body Heat (1981)
Body of Evidence (1993)
Boogie Nights (1997)
Bound (1996)
Boxing Helena (1993)
Breathless (1983)
Cat People (1982)
The Center of the World (2001)
Color of Night (1994)
Crash (1996)
Crimes of Passion (1984)
Dangerous Liaisons (1988)
Desert Hearts (1985)
Don't Look Now (1973, UK/It.)
Dream Lover (1994)
The Dreamers (2003, Fr./It./UK)
Dressed to Kill (1980)
Emmanuelle (1974, Fr.)
The English Patient (1996)
Eyes Wide Shut (1999)
Fatal Attraction (1987)
Femme Fatale (2002)
Gia (1998)
Henry & June (1990)
The Hot Spot (1990)
The Hunger (1983, UK)
In the Cut (2003)
Jamon, Jamon (1992, Sp.) (aka A Tale of Ham and Passion, or Ham, Ham)
Kama Sutra: A Tale of Love (1996, India/UK)
Ken Park (2002)
Killing Me Softly (2002)
Lady Chatterley (2006, Fr.)
The Last Seduction (1994)
Last Tango in Paris (1972, Fr./It.) (aka Ultimo Tango a Parigi)
Lie with Me (2005, Canada)
Little Children (2006)
Lolita (1962, UK/US)
The Lover (1992, Fr./UK/Viet.) (aka L'Amant)
Lust, Caution (2007)
Mulholland Dr. (2001)
9 1/2 Weeks (1986) (aka Nine 1/2 Weeks)
An Officer and a Gentleman (1982)
Open Your Eyes (1997, Sp./Fr./It.) (aka Abre Los Ojos)
Original Sin (2001)
The Piano (1993, NZ/Australia/Fr.)
The Postman Always Rings Twice (1946)
Quills (2000)
Risky Business (1983)
Romance (1999, Fr.) (aka Romance X)
Room in Rome (2010, Sp.) (aka Habitacin en Roma)
Sea of Love (1989)
Secretary (2002)
Sex & Lucia (2001, Sp.) (aka Luca y el sexo)
sex, lies, and videotape (1989)
Shakespeare in Love (1998)
Shortbus (2006)
Showgirls (1995)
Sirens (1993, Australia/UK)
Sliver (1993)
The Story of O (1975, Fr./W.Germ./Can.) (aka Histoire d'O)
Summer Lovers (1982)
Swimming Pool (2003, Fr./UK)
Tie Me Up! Tie Me Down! (1990, Sp.) (aka Atame!)
Titanic (1997)
Two Moon Junction (1988)
The Unbearable Lightness of Being (1988)
Unfaithful (2002)
White Palace (1990)
Wild at Heart (1990)
Wild Orchid (1989)
Wild Things (1998)
Y Tu Mam Tambin (2001, Mex./US) (aka And Your Mother Too)
Young & Beautiful (2013, Fr.) (aka Jeune & Jolie)
Zandalee (1991)
Craziest Thing I've Ever Done:
It may not be my craziest, but it's my most fun story to tell about my travels. See what I did there? I keep it compartmentalized and organized.
I visited Amsterdam with a dear close friend who is no longer here to vouch for the embarrassment and pure hilarity of it all. We decided last minute after hanging in London and before heading to JoBurg we should stop in Holland for some smerbage. I of course decided to dress up like an Americanized Danish Wench I wrapped my hair in 2 huge princess leia honey buns and wore a small baby doll dress layered over a pair of tight fitting jeans and trotted along the streets of Amsterdam in wooden clogs. We took our time and toured the Amsterdam and Dutch wineries visited the Anne Frank house, The Museum of Sex, The museum of prostitution the Van Gogh museum, the canals, the moulin rouge theater, we were everywhere with in a few hours we were no where and I never even realized as I snap away at taking pictures selfies...................................................for the rest of the story, take token time to get to know me on a deeper level and I may tell you..
If I Could Be Anywhere Right Now:
My private fantasy farming villa filled with animals with lush gardens waterfalls natural hot springs horse riding trails and secret hidden caverns. Amazing WIFI for camming my daily excursions visiting resorts, museums, restaurants, and local adventure while writing reviews taking photos and updating my social feeds.
Hobbies:
Art
Billiards/Pool
Music/Concerts
Playing Cards
Video Games
Watching Sport
Books/Literature
Coffee/Conversation
Dining Out
Movies/Cinema
Shopping/ Antiques
Swimming
Cooking
Exercise
Nightclubs/ Dancing
Skating
Wine Tasting
Bowling
Golf
Exploring New Places
Museums
Performing Arts
Skiing
Travel / Sightseeing
Yoga
Talents:
Dance
Design
Art
Playing Cards
Conversation
Shopping/ Antiques
Swimming
Cooking
Skating
Bowling
Golf
Exploring New Places
Performing Arts
Perfect Mate:
I have all the time in the world; I am not in a rush whatsoever. I am much too analytical and logical thinker to be in a hurry for anything. I am looking for intimacy, an arrangement without any superficial dialogues;
I don't set my expectations to high for anyone to live up to. I believe doing that is to controlling, and manipulative.
Generally, I like to be care free, experimental (as in allowing an individual to be who they are in the moment, at any given time), then we can share a natural alliance and spiritual connection together.
Which I think is the core value of being friends first. I have an extreme alter ego (a wild side, boy do I...lol), but it is not driven or lost in recklessness, and its not for everybody to see or share with.
(most women try to get by with little or few words believing pictures are worth a thousand words).
Relationships (past, current or future ones) should build character, and a in-depth sense of wisdom, rather than ones ineptitude spread around the world, because of ones own lack the fortitude to become better with each person they meet.
I take nothing for granted about our meeting. I am always your friend first, and though I am not a Sugar Baby in the sense of its meaning (because I do not like feeling like I am a product to be bought).
I have made plenty of money (I am sure), and I have lost it a couple times over early in life; before understanding having respect for what I had (as well as for others around me) was a missing entity. Thus you wind up in a world alone, which then stifles your ability to reproduce your fortunes. Thats how you lose it all too, I needed balance in my life, which I now understand.
I am sure with the right friend, person, or man, the potential is increased to have it many times over again.. I am a woman that will be open, bluntly honest and tactful, attentive in every way as well as be socially and professionally affluent at my very best.
Perfect Date:
Strong romantic lust with a very generous DD FREE 420 friendly traveling businessman with a nice butt and smile. My perfect guy would be my party friend with benifits who just so happens to come to or through my city, stays at the finest hotel, meets me for a drink at the hotel bar, dines with me on a company expense account, not afraid to get loose on the dance floor, maybe watch me dance from afar or pop into a strip club and get a dance together before we grab a late night basket of wings while watching hotel movie, He takes me back to his room then we kiss in a spinning office chair, up against the hotel window, in the lobby elevator, the whole night to xm radio classic rock r&b or jazz until his flight. Upon waking up in a puddle of my eternal youth I read a love note thanking me for another beautiful visit along with my allowance with explicit directions to go to the spa and have breakfast. Meanwhile when he's away he sends me bouquets of beautiful roses, gift cards to my favorite stores, text messages and emails, expedites my expenses so I can travel to see him, takes care of my immediate needs as a dancer and model and is a true gentleman to my friends and family when I introduce him. It would be an arrangement, with natural chemistry. I feel in a world of Internet dating the responsible adult thing to do to even out the playing field is offer reciprocation. I'm not shallow or judgmental, I'm very open to trying new things. I would prefer a non smoker, cigars are ok, who loves to kiss passionately, who doesn't snore, enjoys relaxing nights and has a great personality. I can only promise you if we have good chemistry we will fall deeply in lust
Turn Ons/Offs:
A clean and generous gentleman with common decent courtesy is always a turn on
1. You Have Long, Dirty Or Unkempt Fingernails
2. You're Rude To Waiters Or Other Service Workers
3. You Have Bad Shoes/Feet
4. You Tune Out While She's Speaking
5. You Don't Use Deodorant
6. You're Selfish
7. You're Hard To Read During Sex
8. You Tell Her She's "Not Like Other Girls"
9. You Constantly Interrupt Her
10. You Refer To Women As "Females"
11. You Tell Her To "Lighten Up" When Your Friends Say Bigoted Things
12. You're Always Late
13. You Ignore My Jokes
14. You Have A Pubey Beard
15. You're Snobby About Pop Culture
16. You Assume Sex Is Over After You Cum
17. You Always Have To Have The Last Word
18. You Lose Your Cool If She So Much As Glances At Another Guy
19. You Wear Dirty Or Ill-Fitting Clothes
20. You Give Weird Names To Vaginas
Best Reason to Get to Know Me:
I'm extremely sexually uninhibited, I am a woman who knows my body. I enjoy the spa and the salon because it takes a lot off my mind to relax in the hands of some professional for maintenance. I love to travel go shopping and outdoor adventures. I enjoy golf and NASCAR. I look great in anything or nothing at all. My relationships are usually arrangements with benefactors and mentors for physical and mental stimulation. Not for the sake of a romantic relationship. I nor my "type" rarely lead a conventional lifestyle. Its not that I value my business endeavors over conventional relationships, I have needs and expectations I'd rather are moreI expect to spend quality time with my selected sugar daddy at least twice a month. My favorite holiday is Valentine's Day and I love horror films!