Some say I am handsome from the depth of my eyes to the gentle expressions of my voice. Some say I was handsome because of my generous opinions to the touch of my hand on to the curves of their sexy feminine body. They love the way my voice quickened when I sparkled with new kinks, or was so enjoying one of theirs where I lost myself for a moment and quite forgot the mask I wore for others. They give me their heart to kep it safe and thats why people enjoy my company, love and generosity. I am not better than anyone.. I just know who I am what my worth to the world and I lean into it 100%.

Some may get upset because they cant go where I go, they cant touch a womans heart without trying to buy it. Im nobodys fantasy and nobodys lover and Im not just for one person. Just like models on MFC they cant be for one member, they have to be for all. Sure there is always a member or a model that is going get treated just a little bit better than the rest. Its normal. But I will never discount someone feelings, I will never not respect them in front of others, I will always show them they are equal to all and never making them feel small or inferior but Ive seen some models completely destroy a man, all because he fell for her but she didnt feel the same, so instead of respecting the mans love for her, she emasculated him, belittled him and destroyed his empathy, his dignity and his character. I was that guy!!

It forced me to change. It was not a change for the better. I was a good man. I liked to make people smile, blush and giggle. I like to support people with my generosity because it makes me feel good, especially when they reciprocated in kind. But now my heart has been blackened, my soul been stained, my love of people tarnished and my mind depressed. I once loved someone's friendship in which I had to pull the knife out when she put it in and is now a big gaping hole. Ive been hurt enough. If you want my support in anyway.. be the friend that someone needs. Dont be so selfish.