Interests & Hobbies
Meaning of Life:
A good paying job, having fun, being spoiled when accomplishments happen, traveling, doing everything at least once,
because no one, can ever take your laugh, and cry's from you. Over all, I Just want to be happy, and live my life to the fullest,
even if I make mistakes, were only human, so I can learn from them.
Today i close the door to my past, open the door to my future, take a deep breath and step through to a new life.
I shall speak for the trees, for the trees have no tongues...
"She kissed as if she alone, could Forge the signature of the sun"
-Saul Williams
"What I want is to be needed, what I need is to be indispensable to someone, who I need is somebody that will eat up all my free time, my ego, my attention, somebody addicted to me, A mental addiction"
-choke l chuck Palahniuk
"Sometimes your nearness takes my breath away; and all the things I want to say can find no voice, then in silence, I can only hope my eyes will speak my your heart"
"Have you ever lost yourself in a kiss? I mean pure psychedelic inebriation. Not just lost full petting but transcendental. Metamorphosis when you became aware that the greatness of this being was breathing into you. Licking the sides and corners of your mouth, like sealing a thousand fleshy envelopes filled with the essence of you passionate being and then opened by the same mouth and delivered back to you, over and over again - the first kiss of the rest of your life. A kiss that confirms that the universe is aligned, that the world's great resource is love, and maybe even that God is a woman. With or without a belief in god, all kisses are metaphors decipherable by allocations of time, circumstance, and understanding"
-Saul williams, said the shotgun to the head.
"I fear being liked everyone I hate, I fear failure, I fear losing control, I love balancing between chaos and control with everything I do. I always have a fear of going one way or another, getting lost in something, or losing everything to get lost in. And I fear being a completely acceptable sheep in society"
-Marilyn Manson
"People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that's bs. Love hurts feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they're afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they're wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain, is all in how you carry it. That's what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your Own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you're letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel pain". -Jim Morrison
"I look at the world through the wrong end of a telescope"- Dr. Seuss
Five Things I Can't Live Without:
Family, Myself, My Friends, The ocean, my American Freedom.
Favorite Books:
I read twilight series, Where the heart is, City of Ash series, Fifty Shades of Grey, If I stay, The hunger Games, Clock work Angel.
What I Like To Do For Fun:
Bowl, movies, dancing, singing, crochet blankets, and watching how everything evolves to our nature, (science). writing stories, reading.
What I Like To Do For Fun:
Bowl, movies, dancing, singing, crochet blankets, and watching how everything evolves to our nature, (science). writing stories, reading.
Favorite Songs:
Miley Cyrus, Raise 2 Brutality, Rob Zombie, Michael Parsons, god smack, Metallica, System of adown, white zombie, prince, jewel, Madonna, Phil Collins
Favorite Movies:
50 shades of grey, The hunger Games, Gatsby, the Duff, Vampire Academy, Never been Kissed, Riding in cars with Boys, Sinister,
Sweet November, Hobbit, Epic, This is 40, World war Z, The internship, The purge, Super Trooper, Elysium, get away, Percy Jackson,
The longest Ride, gone 60 seconds, 8 seconds, Men in black, Gravity, Runner Runner, pitch perfect, Frozen, perfect sisters, joy ride,
transcendence, draft day, Divergent, Brick Mansions, Fast Furious, Lets be cops, the outsiders, Echo, The maze Runner, Maleficent, Home, Inside out.
Craziest Thing I've Ever Done:
Riding on the top of a Limo Naked, Putting a wig on, went on stage for a show, the wig flew off and landed on a customers head,
and yes embarrassing, but yet I still pulled it off. Greatest moment of my life!
If I Could Be Anywhere Right Now:
I would be on a ocean front with Turquoise, water and butterflies surrounding me, fresh light air, blowing in my hair,
and sea shells all over around me, with a blanket and me just being naked and mother nature taking its natural courses,
I would love to go to Ireland, Scotland, and Germany.
Hobbies:
Football games, base ball games (white Socks), bowling, singing, dancing, having a social life, going to parties, doing hair makeup,
photo shoots with friends, Modeling, just being myself.
Talents:
Singing, dancing, pole tricks, flexible, gymnastics, pro model magazines, playboy, pint house model, billboard girl, being out going,
having customer service, being a sweet heart, and honesty, unique and just being me.
Perfect Mate:
A guy, that opens car doors, orders what ever you want for you, takes you to nice places, buys you nice things,
brings you flowers to your room, and kisses you on the forehead when he enters, or leaves a room, tells you he loves you, no matter your faults.
waits for you to be excited and your excitement runs together.
Perfect Date:
A guy, that comes to your house with a dozen roses, a bottle of wine, a nice smile, opens a car door and blind folds you to the airport,
and takes you on a nice romantic get away for 2.
Turn Ons/Offs:
My neck, massages me oh so gently, big smiley sexy eyes, playing with chest hair and rubbing the belly of a man, kisses,
that gives you butterfly's down your spine, pinching my nipples, seeing a guy squirm, and a sexy naked chick.
Best Reason to Get to Know Me:
I'm out going, Unique, One of a kind, I make you laugh, have stories to tell, like I've just written a book, I'm open and Honest, Drug free,
in a happy glowing home, I don't depend on no one, I am a hard worker, and I'm very Dependable, 18 - 7 hours a day. I go out my way to help others,
I cherish their feelings and want to be told if I'm not, cherishing them as I should. I'm the Kind of girl you take home to meet your momma,
and the kind of girl your son would love to date.