Interests & Hobbies
Meaning of Life:
Im still looking, still building the path;
stepping forward without sensual lack;
catching waves , realising the prison;
Oh lord, i need reasoning.
Why? Because Im restless prisoner;
of being human, that one, incapable;
to distilate its mind from deludism;
oh nature, why you choce me,
why opened the eyes to nothingness,
I want feel special, i want feel great,
I want feel human again.
you break my bones
you erode my hopes
i cant complain, its up to you;
which dices to roll, what light to spread;
i love you afterall, and will obey;
oh nature, please misleade me positivly.
Five Things I Can't Live Without:
Oxygen, sleep, water, food, favorable weather conditions
Eric Fromm 'to have or to be', stephen hawking "the grand design", one of aquinas books, tho have no idea its name in english. basically anything scientific, that is about something. i just like knowing lol.
What I Like To Do For Fun:
I honestly currently enjoy listening pod-casts or debates. I'm just soaking all that information like sponge, and it helps me to have a fairly reasonable understanding of the environment I am in and predict my own biases. I like to read informative books( not very into romances). I like to research, although i lack interest in specific field and often I just don't know which topic I should research so I get 'hooked' onto weirdest things.
How i wish, how i wish you were here... were just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl year after year.... running over the same old ground and how we found the same old fears..... wish you were here.... those were amazing times( sadly without internet)
Any movie that has deep moral message.
If I Could Be Anywhere Right Now:
or rather in which time (?) hehehe
jigsaw puzzles, reading, video games
Good hand. I draw pretty well. I also can move my ass pretty well. i know how to say simple things in interesting way( although that is done much easier in my native languange, because of wider vocabulary).
intelligent, with good sense of humor, sensible
lots of candles, romantic music, pasta... lol, just kidding. perfect date is any date with perfect mate. but i would be very pleased if guy is understanding, pays for himself, keeps certain sexual distance until certain time, respect, RESPECT!.
Best Reason to Get to Know Me: