Interests & Hobbies
Meaning of Life:
Im still looking, still building the path;
stepping forward without sensual lack;
catching waves , realising the prison;
Oh lord, i need reasoning.
Why? Because Im restless prisoner;
of being human, that one, incapable;
to distilate its mind from deludism;
oh nature, why you choce me,
why opened the eyes to nothingness,
I want feel special, i want feel great,
I want feel human again.
you break my bones
you erode my hopes
i cant complain, its up to you;
which dices to roll, what light to spread;
i love you afterall, and will obey;
oh nature, please misleade me positivly.
Five Things I Can't Live Without:
Internet( yes, im addict, i am addicted to google search engine, i am addicted to online multiplayer video games and ofcourse... ofcourse im addicted to John Oliver, and if not internet, how on earth i would see his sexy glasses!!)
mechanical keyboard( the most efficiant keyboard so far)
palmers cocoa butter( everytime after shower, to make my skin smooth and shiny)
cigarettes( now i am a real addict, but i call myself with a fact i exercise and dont drink)
Eric Fromm 'to have or to be', stephen hawking "the grand design", one of aquinas books, tho have no idea its name in english. basically anything scientific, that is about something. i just like knowing lol.
What I Like To Do For Fun:
i play video games. i am bit proud of myself being gold in league of legends... BY MYSELF!! always soloq, always solo. I also like rpg. for people who never played any, you must play SKYRIM, coz its epic. and it will always be epic. ALWAYS. ( some honorable The last of us and Fallout series). I do jigsaw puzzles. and yes, its fun, and relaxing, and actually its sexy, coz you flex the shit out of yourself when you need put a piece of 6000 piece puzzle. I like nature, fresh air. I have weakness for odd nature phenomenon. and in general, for me its fun to research.
How i wish, how i wish you were here... were just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl year after year.... running over the same old ground and how we found the same old fears..... wish you were here.... those were amazing times( sadly without internet)
Any movie that has deep moral message.
If I Could Be Anywhere Right Now:
or rather in which time (?) hehehe
jigsaw puzzles, reading, video games
Good hand. I draw pretty well. I also can move my ass pretty well. i know how to say simple things in interesting way( although that is done much easier in my native languange, because of wider vocabulary).
intelligent, with good sense of humor, sensible
lots of candles, romantic music, pasta... lol, just kidding. perfect date is any date with perfect mate. but i would be very pleased if guy is understanding, pays for himself, keeps certain sexual distance until certain time, respect, RESPECT!.
Best Reason to Get to Know Me: